Monday, September 21, 2009

great news

great news ppl..
my stupid camera is working back...
i guess..

hope it can be use during d kerja amal crap thing....

im seriously wondering wat did my bro did until he made it work back..

i was really hoping dat it gets spoiled i can get 2 buy a new 1..

looks like now,
all i got 2 do is 2 wait...
n wait..
till it rots...
haih...

pouring feelings

*winks

*winks

they told me d truth..
i do sound as if im sad..
k..

its true..
i am sad...
but im trying 2 move on wif my freaking life...

wat i found is dat its very annoying
wen u r trying 2 move on in freaking life but surely there would something dat will be bothering us like hell. i seriously hate it. im having difficulties 2 go on.
dis is d reason im most of them im emo or bad mood..
all the im trying 2 move on. but there would be bothering me.
my use 2 be counselors..
  1. mumi1
  2. mumi2
  3. lil' sis
are the oni ppl where i can open up my feelings..
but now, i dnt feel like doing dat ady..
i have no idea wa really bothering me..
there is stg..
but i cnt figure it..
its reli haunting me like hell..

i cnt eat properly now days..
might be coz im fasting..
but i dnt think dats d reason..
i hv no idea wat 2 do..

wanna try 2 talk wif her..
but i dnt 1 her 2 be in trouble coz of me...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

raya house n announcement

jazjaz hse raya!
lol
now sitting down blogging through her notepad here..
xD

lalala~

laughing badly now..
irritating juju wif my annoying laughs..
hahahaha!!

k,
before i forget!
yesterday i got a sms...
4om yen fong..
it says dis,
hey people,
pls be informed dat rangers enrolment is on d 3rd of oct.
please tell ur form 4 ranger frens.
and prepare what you are suppose to.
-teng kuan-
ya..
so..
dis is wat igot 4om yen fong wen i was at el tuition..
lucky thing nobody got a heart attack wen i received it..
lol
juju now is now rotting like hell...
ai ling day dreaming..
jazjaz dalam jamban doing ntg...
doing toilet shopping in d toilet i guess..
me LMAO for ntg..

LMAO

erm,
ai ling wondering d hell am i crapping in here..
because she is totally blurr wat am i crapping..
bwahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahahahah!!!

nah~
she is actually waiting 4 me be done wif d blog..
lol

juju,
poking me like hell..
coz of d song by All American Reject- I wanna..



playing with d notepad..


bullying juju...



snapping photo wif juju...



jazjaz...


finally...
me...
*i look like a small kid*

Saturday, September 19, 2009

MOM PISS~

well,
mom got piss at midnite thx 2 my wonderful genius idiotic bro whom is my dad's pet...

y?

k..
as u guys my camera..
d camera dat i always bring 2 skool n so on,
got wet thx 2 him...
=]

bro went 4 his fucked up prefect's outing at his head's house...
at there they played water games n so on...

but i dnt get this is,
why d hell mz he bring he got darn wet clothes in2 his bag?!
does he even noe dat d camera is in it!!
did he even check whether is there anything in d god darn bag?!
anything electronic?!
doesnt he has brains 4 it?!
shit him..

he gets on my nervous sometimes...
no scratch it...
ALL D TIME!

gah~!
i have no idea wat 2 do now..
mom says dat they not gonna buy a new want ady..
she wants us 2 use d old camera agn..
wif d role..
hate it man..
=.="

shit..
i reli want a new camera...!!

wat i 1 is a nikon camera..




its an awesome camera..
but...

*why theres always a but 1?!*

k..
but..
its tooooooooo expensive...
it cost about RM2 288?!

wat d hell?!
its freaking expensive!!
although dis camera has cool features..
but dad is so not gonna buy it...

haih...
i wnt able 2 convince dad dis time...
his kinda sad wat happen 2 it dis time..
its worst~
T__T

wat am i gonna do?
i need it 4 my kerja amal..
gah~!!
NOOOO!!

ppl, jz get a gun me..
a riffle atleast..
take it..
n shoot my head off..
i have no idea wat 2 do now..

i feel like wanna go out 4om d house..
go out 4 a walk...
ignore my parents, bro n so on..
jz wanna ignore..
wanna get a peace of my mind...
i reli need dat..
desperately..
but wat can i do..
due 2 my miss behavior...
mom n dad locks me up in d room every each single day...
especially d weekends..
*mumi 1, i noe u will be hapi about dis..*

idiot..

bro came up 2 me and ask me wat happen 2 his counter strike?
he taught i delete it..
*coz i always threaten him*
nah~
i did nt.
i checked d computer desktop..
the game was there...
but oni dat its in mircosoft words logo..
got curious wats wrong..
decided 2 check it..

10 mins laterr...

i find myself playing dat stupid addiciting game!!
hahahahhaha!!

when he got bak 4om his dance practice, i told him wat happen...
he was piss off out of sudden..
screamed at me..

i stare at him..
n walk away..

conclusion...
there's no point of helping dis type of ppl...
they always think u r d mean 1..
while we r not..
i helped him 2 get game bak n instead of telling me tq, he scream at me..

well bro,
i only can tell u dis...
GO TO HELL!
IM NOT GONNA HELP U ADY!
AFTER DIS IF D GAME GOT DELETED, NOT MY FAULT!
U ASK 4 IT!
=]

Friday, September 18, 2009

persuades paras~~~

...
begging him is such a hastle!
he noes d programs!!
he noes where 2 masuk an so on..
crap la he..

dude,
plz la..
download it 4 me..
plz..
we are suppose 2 have fun...
remember?
so wat ben is no more here..
doesnt mean u got 2 quit doing it...

common my dear partner( bro )
plz..
do it..
we got 2 make it fun!!
=]





haih...
im still sad about it..
but wat d hack?
i got 2 move on...
=]

Thursday, September 17, 2009

fuck...
fuck him
fuck them
fuck dat fucked up bitch
=]

lalala~

gone mad dis past few days..
somehow..
dont noe y..
T___T

mom thinks dat i drink 2 much of sugar..

NO!
its not true..
i did not..

might be coz im too sad..
dats y..

been keeping all sort of stuff 2 myself these days...
didnt spill it out 2 any1...
its driving me cray...

bing quite..
didnt bother any1...
some how..
gone insane..

Sunday, September 13, 2009

b'day wishes 2 d monkeys, babi n bdk kcik...

HAPI B'DAY 2 MY BOTH PARENTS
(THEY R DIVORSE SOMEHOW)


PHAN AI LI N THAM VIVIAN




HAPI ADVANCE B'DAY 2 D BOTH BABI(tham winnie) N BDK KECIK(pinky cheong)!!
=]

Friday, September 11, 2009

ppl,

BD = BJ...

lol

Sunday, September 6, 2009

speechless day/nite..

finally dis post is ready..
took me exactlly 3 days 2 do it..
wat d hell?!!!


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



i found dat dis ppl r scary every time.
x tentu pasal we will kena.
damn them. they would harm u until they get wat they 1..


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i dnt get it.
y do ppl change?
G2 change tremendously 4 no reason. H n i r wondering wats wrong wif her?
seriously i would say.
she has changed.
y?
we have no idea.

she has become more weird.
more violent i would say.
more red then be4.
no more d funi, emo n joyful evilM ady.

P said dat she is jz normal oni towards her.
no difference at all.
"might be she jz treat both of u differently".
dats wat she said.

i say dat there could be a reason y she did dat.
but its kinda odd seeing her being like dat.
H broke up wif her G2.
y? coz of her attitude.
im not talking 2 her.
y? same reason wif H..
she has changed tremendously.

H n i were talking casually until i told him dat i broke wif S ady.
then he asked me,
"isn't it odd wen ever he comes 2 d hse, u do see him rite?
dnt u remember wat u guys use 2 do in d past?
dnt u feel like talking 2 him?
or doing things you used 2 do?
wont u gv each other another chance?
or are wanting some1 better?
"

i oni cn answer him,
"i do..
but wen he comes, he talk 2 my bro..
i would just buat bodoh wen he comes over or most-most i would jz walk away or go out for a walk or something la...
i do feel like 1 2 talk 2 him, but i got 2 accept d fact rite?
n..
its a nope 2 both..."

*i rather be single..
its way much better...

=]

haih, but wat can i do? we were in such state where by i gt bad stuff happen twice ady..
*crap~!
all we cn do is 2 stare at each other wen ever we manage 2 see each other..


later on BD came 2 me and ask me about my class package. d day before punya convo was continued.
funi.
tough.
hahahaha!
so BD n i talk n talk.
we were talking until d state of girls.
he seriously shy wif girls.
seriously man!
but somehow i find him dat he dares 2 talk 2 me.
d human dat use 2 seat beside play wif him during tt classes.
i feel kinda proud about it tough.
lol.

den we talked about manga.
he oni reads oni 2.
one piece n bleech..
O.O""
lol.
i read more then dat..
so dnt bother asking wat manga is it..
lol.


our nights we on jz like dat..
we did not about it anything longer...

dnt 1 2 remember d pass anymore..
2 me, past is a place whereby u will get stab n strangle over n over again...
past is a place of hell..
good memories r d oni 1's dat r meant 2 be kept overall..
not d bad 1's..
bad 1's makes u cry over n over agn...

Saturday, September 5, 2009

bad day.... & a satisfying night

shit man...
i have been a very bad day..
a very bad 1 okay?

2day morning,
got up late..
was totally late 4 el tuition...

in d car, every1 got scolded 4 not doing el hmwk..
hahaha!
seriously got bombed..
xD

lol

got bak home...
argued wif mom..
*agn...

n now..
counseling BD...
hehe
nice 2 council him tough...
xD

so dis wat we were talking..

D]35H@!- so, found any leng lui ady?

BD- not really. not at all.

D]35H@!- how come?

BD- me not lengzhai also....

D]35H@!- ...
Lol
but ur heart is 1 rite?
lol

BD-ya gua...

D]35H@!- gua? say yes oni la...
lol

BD- yes

D]35H@!- hahahahhaa!
gd!
wat ppl care is heart
not face
alrite

BD- oo
but my weak point is not d face...
its im freakin SHY

D]35H@!- lol
den stop being shy la..
start mixing around wif ppl...

BD- i'll try...

D]35H@!- dnt 1 try..
jz do it..
trust me..
u will be a lot happier..

BD- ok

well later on..
we continued our convo about manga(comic) n so on..
xD

now my night is jz like dat
no excitement n so on..
haizz...