speechless day/nite..

finally dis post is ready..
took me exactlly 3 days 2 do it..
wat d hell?!!!

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i found dat dis ppl r scary every time.
x tentu pasal we will kena.
damn them. they would harm u until they get wat they 1..

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i dnt get it.
y do ppl change?
G2 change tremendously 4 no reason. H n i r wondering wats wrong wif her?
seriously i would say.
she has changed.
y?
we have no idea.

she has become more weird.
more violent i would say.
more red then be4.
no more d funi, emo n joyful evilM ady.

P said dat she is jz normal oni towards her.
no difference at all.
"might be she jz treat both of u differently".
dats wat she said.

i say dat there could be a reason y she did dat.
but its kinda odd seeing her being like dat.
H broke up wif her G2.
y? coz of her attitude.
im not talking 2 her.
y? same reason wif H..
she has changed tremendously.

H n i were talking casually until i told him dat i broke wif S ady.
then he asked me,
"isn't it odd wen ever he comes 2 d hse, u do see him rite?
dnt u remember wat u guys use 2 do in d past?
dnt u feel like talking 2 him?
or doing things you used 2 do?
wont u gv each other another chance?
or are wanting some1 better?"

i oni cn answer him,
"i do..
but wen he comes, he talk 2 my bro..
i would just buat bodoh wen he comes over or most-most i would jz walk away or go out for a walk or something la...
i do feel like 1 2 talk 2 him, but i got 2 accept d fact rite?
n..
its a nope 2 both..."

*i rather be single..
its way much better...
=]

haih, but wat can i do? we were in such state where by i gt bad stuff happen twice ady..
*crap~!
all we cn do is 2 stare at each other wen ever we manage 2 see each other..


later on BD came 2 me and ask me about my class package. d day before punya convo was continued.
funi.
tough.
hahahaha!
so BD n i talk n talk.
we were talking until d state of girls.
he seriously shy wif girls.
seriously man!
but somehow i find him dat he dares 2 talk 2 me.
d human dat use 2 seat beside play wif him during tt classes.
i feel kinda proud about it tough.
lol.

den we talked about manga.
he oni reads oni 2.
one piece n bleech..
O.O""
lol.
i read more then dat..
so dnt bother asking wat manga is it..
lol.


our nights we on jz like dat..
we did not about it anything longer...

dnt 1 2 remember d pass anymore..
2 me, past is a place whereby u will get stab n strangle over n over again...
past is a place of hell..
good memories r d oni 1's dat r meant 2 be kept overall..
not d bad 1's..
bad 1's makes u cry over n over agn...