my sucky world...

great news

2009-09-21T15:31:00.002+08:00

great news ppl..

my stupid camera is working back...

i guess..

hope it can be use during d kerja amal crap thing....

im seriously wondering wat did my bro did until he made it work back..

i was really hoping dat it gets spoiled i can get 2 buy a new 1..

looks like now,

all i got 2 do is 2 wait...

n wait..

till it rots...

haih...

pouring feelings

2009-09-21T03:45:00.002+08:00

*winks

they told me d truth..

i do sound as if im sad..

k..

its true..

i am sad...

but im trying 2 move on wif my freaking life...

wat i found is dat its very annoying

wen u r trying 2 move on in freaking life but surely there would something dat will be bothering us like hell. i seriously hate it. im having difficulties 2 go on.

dis is d reason im most of them im emo or bad mood..

all the im trying 2 move on. but there would be bothering me.

my use 2 be counselors..

mumi1
mumi2
lil' sis

are the oni ppl where i can open up my feelings..

but now, i dnt feel like doing dat ady..

i have no idea wa really bothering me..

there is stg..

but i cnt figure it..

its reli haunting me like hell..

i cnt eat properly now days..

might be coz im fasting..

but i dnt think dats d reason..

i hv no idea wat 2 do..

wanna try 2 talk wif her..

but i dnt 1 her 2 be in trouble coz of me...

raya house n announcement

2009-09-20T12:59:00.008+08:00

jazjaz hse raya!

lol
now sitting down blogging through her notepad here..
xD

lalala~

laughing badly now..
irritating juju wif my annoying laughs..
hahahaha!!

k,

before i forget!
yesterday i got a sms...
4om yen fong..
it says dis,

hey people,

pls be informed dat rangers enrolment is on d 3rd of oct.

please tell ur form 4 ranger frens.

and prepare what you are suppose to.

-teng kuan-

ya..

so..

dis is wat igot 4om yen fong wen i was at el tuition..

lucky thing nobody got a heart attack wen i received it..

lol

juju now is now rotting like hell...

ai ling day dreaming..

jazjaz dalam jamban doing ntg...

doing toilet shopping in d toilet i guess..

me LMAO for ntg..

LMAO

erm,

ai ling wondering d hell am i crapping in here..

because she is totally blurr wat am i crapping..

bwahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahahahah!!!

nah~

she is actually waiting 4 me be done wif d blog..

lol

juju,

poking me like hell..

coz of d song by All American Reject- I wanna..

playing with d notepad..

bullying juju...

snapping photo wif juju...

jazjaz...

finally...

me...

*i look like a small kid*

MOM PISS~

2009-09-19T17:40:00.005+08:00

well,

mom got piss at midnite thx 2 my wonderful genius idiotic bro whom is my dad's pet...

k..

as u guys my camera..

d camera dat i always bring 2 skool n so on,

got wet thx 2 him...

bro went 4 his fucked up prefect's outing at his head's house...

at there they played water games n so on...

but i dnt get this is,

why d hell mz he bring he got darn wet clothes in2 his bag?!

does he even noe dat d camera is in it!!

did he even check whether is there anything in d god darn bag?!

anything electronic?!

doesnt he has brains 4 it?!

shit him..

he gets on my nervous sometimes...

no scratch it...

ALL D TIME!

gah~!

i have no idea wat 2 do now..

mom says dat they not gonna buy a new want ady..

she wants us 2 use d old camera agn..

wif d role..

hate it man..

=.="

shit..

i reli want a new camera...!!

wat i 1 is a nikon camera..

DSLR D3000

its an awesome camera..

but...

*why theres always a but 1?!*

k..

but..

its tooooooooo expensive...

it cost about RM2 288?!

wat d hell?!

its freaking expensive!!

although dis camera has cool features..

but dad is so not gonna buy it...

haih...

i wnt able 2 convince dad dis time...

his kinda sad wat happen 2 it dis time..

its worst~

T__T

wat am i gonna do?

i need it 4 my kerja amal..

gah~!!

NOOOO!!

ppl, jz get a gun me..

a riffle atleast..

take it..

n shoot my head off..

i have no idea wat 2 do now..

i feel like wanna go out 4om d house..

go out 4 a walk...

ignore my parents, bro n so on..

jz wanna ignore..

wanna get a peace of my mind...

i reli need dat..

desperately..

but wat can i do..

due 2 my miss behavior...

mom n dad locks me up in d room every each single day...

especially d weekends..

*mumi 1, i noe u will be hapi about dis..*

idiot..

2009-09-19T09:48:00.003+08:00

bro came up 2 me and ask me wat happen 2 his counter strike?

he taught i delete it..

*coz i always threaten him*

nah~

i did nt.

i checked d computer desktop..

the game was there...

but oni dat its in mircosoft words logo..

got curious wats wrong..

decided 2 check it..

10 mins laterr...

i find myself playing dat stupid addiciting game!!

hahahahhaha!!

when he got bak 4om his dance practice, i told him wat happen...

he was piss off out of sudden..

screamed at me..

i stare at him..

n walk away..

conclusion...

there's no point of helping dis type of ppl...

they always think u r d mean 1..

while we r not..

i helped him 2 get game bak n instead of telling me tq, he scream at me..

well bro,

i only can tell u dis...

GO TO HELL!

IM NOT GONNA HELP U ADY!

AFTER DIS IF D GAME GOT DELETED, NOT MY FAULT!

U ASK 4 IT!

persuades paras~~~

2009-09-18T16:26:00.004+08:00

...

begging him is such a hastle!

he noes d programs!!

he noes where 2 masuk an so on..

crap la he..

dude,

plz la..

download it 4 me..

plz..

we are suppose 2 have fun...

remember?
so wat ben is no more here..

doesnt mean u got 2 quit doing it...

common my dear partner( bro )

plz..

do it..

we got 2 make it fun!!

haih...

im still sad about it..

but wat d hack?

i got 2 move on...

2009-09-17T03:21:00.002+08:00

fuck...

fuck him

fuck them

fuck dat fucked up bitch

lalala~

gone mad dis past few days..

somehow..

dont noe y..

T___T

mom thinks dat i drink 2 much of sugar..

NO!

its not true..

i did not..

might be coz im too sad..

dats y..

been keeping all sort of stuff 2 myself these days...

didnt spill it out 2 any1...

its driving me cray...

bing quite..

didnt bother any1...

some how..

gone insane..

b'day wishes 2 d monkeys, babi n bdk kcik...

2009-09-13T02:36:00.002+08:00

HAPI B'DAY 2 MY BOTH PARENTS

(THEY R DIVORSE SOMEHOW)

PHAN AI LI N THAM VIVIAN

HAPI ADVANCE B'DAY 2 D BOTH BABI(tham winnie) N BDK KECIK(pinky cheong)!!

2009-09-11T19:27:00.001+08:00

ppl,

BD = BJ...

lol

speechless day/nite..

2009-09-06T23:13:00.007+08:00

finally dis post is ready..
took me exactlly 3 days 2 do it..
wat d hell?!!!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i found dat dis ppl r scary every time.
x tentu pasal we will kena.
damn them. they would harm u until they get wat they 1..

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i dnt get it.
y do ppl change?
G2 change tremendously 4 no reason. H n i r wondering wats wrong wif her?
seriously i would say.
she has changed.
y?
we have no idea.

she has become more weird.
more violent i would say.
more red then be4.
no more d funi, emo n joyful evilM ady.

P said dat she is jz normal oni towards her.
no difference at all.
"might be she jz treat both of u differently".
dats wat she said.

i say dat there could be a reason y she did dat.
but its kinda odd seeing her being like dat.
H broke up wif her G2.
y? coz of her attitude.
im not talking 2 her.
y? same reason wif H..
she has changed tremendously.

H n i were talking casually until i told him dat i broke wif S ady.
then he asked me,
"isn't it odd wen ever he comes 2 d hse, u do see him rite?
dnt u remember wat u guys use 2 do in d past?
dnt u feel like talking 2 him?
or doing things you used 2 do?
wont u gv each other another chance?
or are wanting some1 better?"

i oni cn answer him,
"i do..
but wen he comes, he talk 2 my bro..
i would just buat bodoh wen he comes over or most-most i would jz walk away or go out for a walk or something la...
i do feel like 1 2 talk 2 him, but i got 2 accept d fact rite?
n..
its a nope 2 both..."

*i rather be single..
its way much better...
=]

haih, but wat can i do? we were in such state where by i gt bad stuff happen twice ady..
*crap~!
all we cn do is 2 stare at each other wen ever we manage 2 see each other..

later on BD came 2 me and ask me about my class package. d day before punya convo was continued.
funi.
tough.
hahahaha!
so BD n i talk n talk.
we were talking until d state of girls.
he seriously shy wif girls.
seriously man!
but somehow i find him dat he dares 2 talk 2 me.
d human dat use 2 seat beside play wif him during tt classes.
i feel kinda proud about it tough.
lol.

den we talked about manga.
he oni reads oni 2.
one piece n bleech..
O.O""
lol.
i read more then dat..
so dnt bother asking wat manga is it..
lol.

our nights we on jz like dat..
we did not about it anything longer...

dnt 1 2 remember d pass anymore..
2 me, past is a place whereby u will get stab n strangle over n over again...
past is a place of hell..
good memories r d oni 1's dat r meant 2 be kept overall..
not d bad 1's..
bad 1's makes u cry over n over agn...

bad day.... & a satisfying night

2009-09-05T17:41:00.004+08:00

shit man...
i have been a very bad day..
a very bad 1 okay?

2day morning,
got up late..
was totally late 4 el tuition...

in d car, every1 got scolded 4 not doing el hmwk..
hahaha!
seriously got bombed..
xD

lol

got bak home...
argued wif mom..
*agn...

n now..
counseling BD...
hehe
nice 2 council him tough...
xD

so dis wat we were talking..

D]35H@!- so, found any leng lui ady?

BD- not really. not at all.

D]35H@!- how come?

BD- me not lengzhai also....

D]35H@!- ...
Lol
but ur heart is 1 rite?
lol

BD-ya gua...

D]35H@!- gua? say yes oni la...
lol

BD- yes

D]35H@!- hahahahhaa!
gd!
wat ppl care is heart
not face
alrite

BD- oo
but my weak point is not d face...
its im freakin SHY

D]35H@!- lol
den stop being shy la..
start mixing around wif ppl...

BD- i'll try...

D]35H@!- dnt 1 try..
jz do it..
trust me..
u will be a lot happier..

BD- ok

well later on..
we continued our convo about manga(comic) n so on..
xD

now my night is jz like dat
no excitement n so on..
haizz...

2009-08-30T19:17:00.002+08:00

TRALALA!!
I SERIOUSLY DONNO WAT TO DO.....
KINDA FUNI.....
XD

I HATE HER...

2009-08-29T15:18:00.002+08:00

gee...

I WONDER THOSE SHE NOES WATS D MEANING OF PAIN?
friends pain i mean...
DOES SHE EVE NOE DAT I NOE STUFF THAT MAY DAMAGE HER DARN IMAGE?!
SO WAT IF WE R NOT CLOSE ANYMORE?!
EVER SINCE HE BROKE UP WIF HIM SHE HV BEEN ACTING COLD...
VERI COLD...
ESPECIALLY 2 ME..
U HV BEEN NOT TALKING 2 ME AT ALL..
FUCK U...
BITCH..
URGHHHH~!!!

wednesday

2009-08-28T20:32:00.007+08:00

rite,

wednesday...

haih..

tiring day 4 me..

rite after skool wen 2 his place..

pist pinky off..

said wanna go parade...

eventually he decide 2 change d location...

we went 2 jj den..

feel freaking bad until now

pinky,

IM SO SORRY!!

I DIDN'T 1 2 CHANGE D LOCATION...

HE IS D 1..

BLAME HIM!!

T________T

k, we did lots of crap later on..

1 of it was dis...

staring game..
i lost..
coz pinky's face was funny!
hahahaha!!

well..
i was trying 2 do stg 2 them...
dnt have 2 know...
xD

one any oni prove dat JY was wif us...

later on we started 2 play wif d camera...
haha..
got ntg 2 do..
thx 2 me..
hey had 2 come 2 skool 4 no reason!
bwahahahahahhahaha!!

ntg 2 do..
they were 2 bored...

everybody!

me alone..

later on pinky went 2 parade wif TTS!
lol
d rest of them were at library..
oni me alone at sudut..
doing wat?
dis...

snapping photo
while being on d phone with pinky screaming in my ears
n wif him, waiting at the end of the line...

2009-08-24T22:19:00.001+08:00

seriously ppl..
dis video rocks...
should check it...

*p.s: i got it 4om raja nadiah...
xD

outing wif boon li!

2009-08-23T23:19:00.010+08:00

kk..

i watch G.I JOE ady!

awesome tough!
better den transformers i say..
=]
hahahahha!

went n watch wif boon li...

k..
dis is wat happen..
1st we went 4 shopping at S & J...

erm, buy b'day gifts 4 ppl la...

den we saw a funi book..
boon li declares dat it looks judith...
hahahaha!

^^
(judith's book)
hahaha!
mary ann says dat judith looks like dis fellow here...
lol

^^
mine...
=p

later on wen went watch G.I JOE!
cekap movie i say!
ppl..
especially 2 ppl like paras, has 2 go n watch it!!
GO 4 IT BEFORE IT GOES OFF!!!

*this movie goes off on dis Wednesday!!!*

during movie..
erm, well..

both boon li n i were covered by backs..
lol

our both mistakes..
go 4 shopping 1st then movie..
=.="

IT WAS SUPPOSE D OPPOSITE WAY!
MOVIE 1ST THEN SHOP!
lol
hahahhahaa!!

after d movie, erm...

boon li wanted 2 go n buy snacks 4 d camping trip 2 cameron's 2mrw...
so we n buy..
she bought lots..
hahahhaha!!

xD

later on,

we went buy earings..
well mom is kinda killing me 4 not buying n wearing 1..

so yeah...
i bought myself a pair of earings...

i noe..
its weird..
hearing 4om me buying a pair of earings..
but wat cn i do?
mom was bugging me...
lol

^^
d earings..
well not a big deal about it rite??
=]

^^
wore this 2 jj...
boon li's piano teacher gave...
=]

later on around 3.45 boon li went off..

n i went n meet up wif parents my bro...

i was ending up being at JJ until 5.00p.m...

or something like dat..

lol

was kinda boring there..
seriously wanted 2 come back home...

xxxxxx

den suddenly i remembered him when i was eating ice cream(made my mom 2 buy 4 me 1...)
almost cried off..

tahan it...

gah~
it was painful holding up my tears...
T________T

u left me alone on d street,
with out any1 2 comfort me....

2009-08-22T23:07:00.004+08:00

k..

it has been days since he left 4 U.S...

no!

its not days..

its oni been 2days...

T_T

my last gift 4om him was dis...

2009-08-14T22:54:00.002+08:00

k..
d reason im doing all dis post ag is 4 my dear xiao hui who requested 2 do more post...
xD

2day..

2009-08-14T21:57:00.007+08:00

half an hour already...
half an hour already...
HALF AN HOUR already!!!
HALF AN HOUR already la!!!
WEN DO U 1 2 COME OUT 4OM THERE?!!!

geee~
dis reli bugs me a lot...

every each single day mom telling me dis...

annoying la...

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2day didnt wen 2 skool...
pakat wif pooja..

hahahaha!

well...
was studying in d morning til 2p.m...
den it was SLUM DUNK TIME!!
weee~!

fav anime...
cekap though...

especially wen hanamichi being crazy all d time wen he plays basketball...
xD

lalalalalalalalalala~!!

mom hates d anime...
but she doesnt mind...

y?
coz she she doesnt let me,
i will bug her d whole day..
muahahahahahahhahahahahaahaha!!!

hanamichi...
xD

N HE DUNKS!!!!
weeee~!!

alrite..
i noe..
i found crazy..
*i being 1 after a long time....
hehehe...

lalalalalala~!

now,
im relaxing 4 awhile...
need 2 continue 2 study after dis...
xD

lalalalalala~!

wish me luck 2 mrw's exam..
=]

i miss both of them badly...
wen will they be back?
i shouldn't had taken my decisions 2 fast...

SHIT~!! total shit man!

2009-08-14T21:35:00.003+08:00

ass him!

jackass got his hp confiscated by putting me in trouble...

darn him man!!!

=.="""""

rots

2009-08-14T12:40:00.002+08:00

alrite
since i was wif pooja all d whole night...
decided 2 ponteng skool 2day..
got lazy 2 get up
xD

now
my studying got off thx mole...
=.="

restoring my mood bak..
=]
lalalallala~!

k..
im in my mood bak..

internet is getting duller day by day...

getting bored wif it...

even wif him...

2009-08-09T03:36:00.002+08:00

i feel like wanna kill her...

merajuk 4 no reason..

wen ppl say cool off 1st..

dat means cool off la!

y should i spoil d fun 4 it?!
urghhhhhhh~!!!!

*if u r reading dis,
im sry...
i wrote it down 2 let go off my anger,
since my diary has gone missing agn...
=.="

funi morning...

2009-08-05T22:33:00.002+08:00

alrrite..
2day morning was kinda dumb..
mom woke me up..
wen 2wards d bathroom...

*d fun begins here...

i took my toothbrush...
find 4 d tooth paste..

*squah it
opened my sleepy eyes
n i found out dat i was actually pressing d soap(d liquid 1)...

=.="

washed my toohbrush..

put d tooth paste on...

brushing time...

instead of putting d brush in2 my mouth...
i put it on my lips...

SHIT MAN!
IT HURTS!

WAKE UP CALL i say...
hahahahaha!

2day morning...

2009-08-02T12:18:00.002+08:00

alrite 2day morning around 2 a.m...
was kinda funi..
it started wif TTS(uncle)...

he was rotting..
den i talked 2 him..
made him gv his email add..
weee~!

den chat..

suddenly he ask me 2 put in more frenz..

got blurred..

put pinky in..
they noe each other..

ask 2 put in more..

taruk xiao hui in...

hahaha!
made fun of him..

erm,
later on slept around 4 a.m
leaving him alone...
xD

lalalala~~~

1,2,3,4 by Plain White T's

2009-08-02T12:16:00.003+08:00

wee,
some how i love dis song so much..
xD

always sing along wen d song is up..
xD

lalalalla~!

Plain White T's widget by 6L & Daxii

its been a long time...

2009-08-01T04:52:00.004+08:00

well..
pinky says dat it has been a long-long time since i disrturb her..
is dat true?
i mean like seriously?

dis is our convo in msn...

7/31/2009	5:20:30 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	yo! miss me? hahahaha!!
7/31/2009	5:20:46 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	Lol
7/31/2009	5:20:52 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	wts wrng wit you?
7/31/2009	5:21:13 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	sick.. hvinh flu n very bad soar throat.. so gone sot ady.. xD
7/31/2009	5:21:59 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	haix
7/31/2009	5:22:13 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	apa?
7/31/2009	5:22:27 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	y nv reply my sms? i lazy wanna come on9 la..
7/31/2009	5:22:27 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lol
7/31/2009	5:23:12 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	i din gt ur msg k
7/31/2009	5:23:25 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	har? i sms u la!!
7/31/2009	5:23:51 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	nope i din grt
7/31/2009	5:23:52 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	gt
7/31/2009	5:24:00 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	hmm...
7/31/2009	5:24:09 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	moms hp gt prob.. =.="
7/31/2009	5:24:21 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	oo
7/31/2009	5:25:47 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lol
7/31/2009	5:25:53 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lalala1
7/31/2009	5:27:48 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	wtla?
7/31/2009	5:28:44 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lalala1
7/31/2009	5:28:56 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	gone high ady la... lol
7/31/2009	5:28:57 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	cn you stop doin dt
7/31/2009	5:29:02 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	is lame k
7/31/2009	5:29:10 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lalala1
7/31/2009	5:29:12 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	hahaha!
7/31/2009	5:29:26 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	long time ady nv disturb u like dis...
7/31/2009	5:29:29 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	hahahaa!!
7/31/2009	5:29:45 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	yalor
7/31/2009	5:29:53 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	nw crazy agn
7/31/2009	5:30:17 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lol... looks like im gonna be d real me agn.. xD
7/31/2009	5:30:36 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	oo
7/31/2009	5:30:41 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	dts better i guess
7/31/2009	5:30:54 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	y u say so?
7/31/2009	5:31:10 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	emo so not you
7/31/2009	5:31:29 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	emo? wen i become emo??
7/31/2009	5:31:52 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	you r k
7/31/2009	5:33:34 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lol kk...
7/31/2009	5:33:38 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	i was emo..
7/31/2009	5:33:40 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	hahaha!!
7/31/2009	5:35:23 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	i g2g
7/31/2009	5:35:24 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	bb
7/31/2009	6:04:41 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	me bak!!
7/31/2009	6:04:50 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	o
7/31/2009	6:05:21 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	o apa?? lalala1
7/31/2009	6:05:52 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	tk de apa
7/31/2009	6:06:20 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lol
7/31/2009	6:06:21 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	=p
7/31/2009	6:07:05 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lalala1
7/31/2009	6:07:08 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	xD
7/31/2009	6:08:03 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	..........
7/31/2009	6:10:53 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	sry~ 2 hyper ady... after long time im beign hyper 4 no reason...
7/31/2009	6:11:02 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	yala
7/31/2009	6:11:13 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	yala apa?
7/31/2009	6:14:16 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	tk de apa la
7/31/2009	6:14:45 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	since wen u start speaking in bm?? Oo?!
7/31/2009	6:16:19 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	tk blh ke
7/31/2009	6:16:36 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	i mix al d language al d time wt
7/31/2009	6:17:03 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lol where got? hahaha!! lalala1
7/31/2009	6:17:21 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	got i jx din talk in frnt of you al
7/31/2009	6:17:26 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	i almx mix wan
7/31/2009	6:17:59 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	=p
7/31/2009	6:18:08 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	ok
7/31/2009	6:18:19 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	i dnt get it wat u talking..
7/31/2009	6:18:26 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	my head is spinning my dear sis...
7/31/2009	6:18:28 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	T_T
7/31/2009	6:18:40 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	dun hv to get
7/31/2009	6:18:52 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lol
7/31/2009	6:20:22 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	.....
7/31/2009	6:20:56 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	lalala1
7/31/2009	6:23:48 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	PINKY,PINKY!!
7/31/2009	6:24:09 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	lol
7/31/2009	6:24:33 PM	D]35H@ 3M0!	PINKY. C	wat? i noe it has been a long time since i said dat... rite?
7/31/2009	6:25:25 PM	PINKY. C	D]35H@ 3M0!	ya

some how

2009-08-01T04:36:00.002+08:00

Alright..

Somehow I’m feeling miserable..

Big time miserable..

I don’t know what to do…

I feel like going back to Malacca now…

Go 2 his house, bang his house door…

Barged in…

Rush to his room and kiss him…

And tell him theat I miss him n I don’t want to break up with him…

I so want to do that…

But I won’t do it…

I really-really need prove it to him that I’m strong…

Gah~!!!

I’m going insane!!

Shit man!!!

=.="""""

Must-know info to help you get your zzz's

2009-07-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Can't sleep? You have plenty of company. About half of all adults experience insomnia on occasion, and 1 in 10 battle insomnia on a regular basis, according to the Cleveland Clinic. If you fall into one of those groups, chances are you're already following the tried-and-true rules for a good night's sleep: Don't have too much caffeine (especially late in the day), don't exercise late at night, keep your bedroom at a cool, comfortable temperature, and make sure your bed, pillows and linens are comfy. Those are all good tips, but there are lesser-known things you can try to help you get more rest.

1. Set a Bedtime Alert
Most of us already use an alarm to wake up in the morning, but sleep expert Michael Breus, PhD, author of Beauty Sleep: Look Younger, Lose Weight, and Feel Great Through Better Sleep, suggests setting it at night as well. "I tell people to set their alarm for one hour before bedtime, which reminds them to begin what I call the power-down hour," says Dr. Breus, who is also a spokesman for the Zeo Personal Sleep Coach. He says you should spend the first 20 minutes of that hour taking care of any necessary chores (like walking the dog or making your kids' lunches), then spend the next 20 minutes on hygiene (washing up, brushing your teeth, etc.), and save the last 20 minutes before bed for relaxation. You don't necessarily have to meditate, if that doesn't appeal to you; you can also do deep breathing exercises, read a book or even watch a little TV (as long as it's not too stimulating).

2. Don't Clear Your Mind
Experts say anxiety and depression top the list of reasons people have trouble sleeping. Part of the problem is that many of us just can't seem to quiet that internal voice that starts rambling on about the worries of the day. Of course, if you can clear your mind, go ahead and do it. But if that's impossible, don't force it--you'll only end up panicking about the fact that you're not sleeping, says Paul McKenna, PhD, author of the soon-to-be-released book I Can Make You Sleep. Instead, try slowing down your thoughts. "Practice saying anything and everything that comes into your mind to yourself in a slow, monotonous, drowsy tone," says Dr. McKenna. It doesn't matter if you're thinking about what to buy tomorrow at the grocery store or how a big presentation at work is going to go. If you slow everything down and talk to yourself in an even tone, you'll find it's that much harder to keep worrying (or stay awake).

3. Count Numbers--Not Sheep
Another great way to quiet those racing thoughts is to count backward from 300 by 3s, says Dr. Breus. Unless you're a math ace, you probably won't be able to focus on anything else while you're doing this, which means you'll end up distracting yourself from your stressful thoughts.

4. Get Up a Half-Hour Earlier
Yes, you read that right! If you're suffering from chronic insomnia, try getting up, for example, at 6:30 instead of your usual 7 wakeup time--no matter what time you fell asleep the night before. You may be extra-sleepy for a little while, but this is hands-down the most effective way to reset your body clock, says Dr. McKenna. It works because it teaches your body that it can't catch up on sleep in the morning, so eventually you'll start feeling drowsier earlier in the evening.

5. Consider Seeing a Professional
A sleep psychologist is someone who specializes in gathering info about your emotions and your behaviors specifically as they relate to sleep. Often found at sleep centers, a sleep psychologist can usually help resolve your sleep issues in just four to six sessions, says Joseph Ojile, MD, founder of the Clayton Sleep Institute in St. Louis and a spokesman for the National Sleep Foundation.

6. Don't Worry If You Can't Sleep Right Away
You shouldn't pass out the second your head hits the pillow. If that happens all the time, it's a sign that you're sleep deprived. (Ditto for nodding off during boring meetings and long movies.) Ideally, it should take 15 to 25 minutes from when you lie down to when you drift off to sleep, says Dr. Breus.

7. Go to Bed When You're Tired
If you're having ongoing sleep troubles, don't worry so much about the fact that it's almost midnight and you have to get up in less than seven hours. Forcing yourself to stay in bed when you're not sleepy is just going to contribute to more tossing and turning, says Dr. Ojile. Instead, get up, do something relaxing, and go back to bed whenever you do feel tired. You might end up exhausted the next day (but that was bound to happen either way under these circumstances), and the following night you should have better luck getting to bed earlier.

there goes anoher 1...

2009-07-27T03:53:00.002+08:00

there goes another 1...
leaving me...

wats wrong wif every1?!

1 by 1 is leaving me..

wats their fucked up problem?!!!

all my close 1's are leaving...

was she...
was d gang...
was she...
was she...
now he...

wat fuck?!
im tired of looking dat every1 is leaving 1 by 1...
im afraid dat soon enough i wnt be having d strength 2 keep myself strong enough...

this strength of mine,
is gonna be out of order soon...
very soon..

im ending up gonna burst off..

he said dat he has reason y he is leaving...
wen i asked him wat was it?
he said unexplainable..
is all his reasons unexplainable??!

i stared at him blankly...

my brain gone dead wen he told me dat...

den i asked him dis question,

"why does it has 2 be with me?
cnt we jz be 2gather like always we have been??!!"

he answer,
"i wish we could...
but we can't...
i donno how 2 explain dis 2 u...
i seriously want 2 tell u... but somehow i dont wanna tell..
i don't want 2 break u down agn..."

"isn't dis enough of breaking me down?!"

he kept quite..
at d momment i felt of taking my blade n stab him...

den i realise..
if he wants it dis way..
so let it be..

i got up..
n walked out of dat house..
didnt turn back at all...

he called me many times last nite..
i did not pick up any of his calls...

bro asked me wats wrong?
y am i not picking up any of his calls?
i told him nothing is wrong...

i lay on my bed n jz slept off..

ignoring d phone calls n mom's nagging...

my life is total clueless now..
i have no idea wat 2 do now...
fuck it~!!

fs account BB!

2009-07-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

alrite..
i jz deleted my fs account..
i have no idea wat make me 2 do dat..
might be because its getting boring ady..
lol

so now..
im full time in facebook n blogspot...
might be in myspace 2 la...
1ce in a while...
xD

*2 all fs users...
im sry i deleted my fs account..
if u guys need me, find me in msn,yahoo or in facebook..
xD

my brain says dis d whole day 2day....

2009-07-24T03:36:00.001+08:00

i donno wat 2 blog ady...
OUT OF TOPIC...
i had enough wif them ady...

urghhh~!!

dnt 1 2 forgive me..?
fine..
i wnt die 4 u guys..
i will survive...
<3 u?

R U PRABU??
BECAUSE I HAVE A FEELING DAT IT'S U!!
=.="

2009-07-22T04:51:00.001+08:00

jz got bak 4om kl...
my stomach hurts...
fuck...
im not sure whether should i go 2 skool or not...
urghhhhh~!!!

horny

2009-07-21T04:04:00.004+08:00

what's wif every1 n telling me dat he is horny n be careful wif him??

i noe he is 1..

y?

coz of me la...
wat else..?

besides he is my guy..
n oni i noe y is he like dat time-2-time...
=.="

some of u ppl dt eve noe d definition of horny..
of here is d definition of HORNY...

Sexual arousal(horny) is the arousal of sexual desires in anticipation for sexual activity. Things that precipitate human sexual arousal are colloquially known as turn-ons. Sexual arousal usually leads to physiological changes in the aroused person, some of which are pronounced while others are more subtle.

hope u guys understand...

solar eclipse

2009-07-21T03:39:00.000+08:00

MUMBAI (AFP) – Indian astrologers are predicting violence and turmoil across the world as a result of this week's total solar eclipse, which the superstitious and religious view as a sign of potential doom.

But astronomers, scientists and secularists are trying to play down claims of evil portent in connection with Wednesday's natural spectacle, when the moon will come between the Earth and the sun, completely obscuring the sun.

In Hindu mythology, the two demons Rahu and Ketu are said to "swallow" the sun during eclipses, snuffing out its life-giving light and causing food to become inedible and water undrinkable.

Pregnant women are advised to stay indoors to prevent their babies developing birth defects, while prayers, fasting and ritual bathing, particularly in holy rivers, are encouraged.

Shivani Sachdev Gour, a gynaecologist at the Fortis Hospital in New Delhi, said a number of expectant mothers scheduled for caesarian deliveries on July 22 had asked to change the date.

"This is a belief deeply rooted in Indian society. Couples are willing to do anything to ensure that the baby is not born on that day," Gour said.

Astrologers have predicted a rise in communal and regional violence in the days following the eclipse, particularly in India, China and other Southeast Asian nations where it can be seen on Wednesday morning.

Mumbai astrologer Raj Kumar Sharma predicted "some sort of attack by (Kashmiri separatists) Jaish-e-Mohammad or Al-Qaeda on Indian soil" and a devastating natural disaster in Southeast Asia.

An Indian political leader could be killed, he said, and tension between the West and Iran is likely to increase, escalating into possible US military action after September 9, when fiery Saturn moves from Leo into Virgo.

"The last 200 years, whenever Saturn has gone into Virgo there has been either a world war or a mini world war," he told AFP.

It is not just in India that some are uneasy about what will transpire because of the eclipse.

In ancient China they were often associated with disasters, the death of an emperor or other dark events, and similar superstitions persist.

"The probability for unrest or war to take place in years when a solar eclipse happens is 95 percent," announced an article that attracted a lot of hits on the popular Chinese web portal Baidu.com.

Sanal Edamaruku, president of the Indian Rationalist Association, dismissed such doomsday predictions.

"Primarily, what we see with all these soothsayers and astrologers is that they're looking for opportunities to enhance their business with predictions of danger and calamity," he told AFP.

"They have been very powerful in India but over the last decade they have been in systematic decline."

Astronomers and scientists are also working to educate the public about the eclipse.

Travel firm Cox and Kings has chartered a Boeing 737-700 aircraft to give people the chance to see the eclipse from 41,000 feet (12,500 metres).

Experts will be on board to explain it to passengers, some of whom have paid 79,000 rupees (1,600 dollars) for a "sun-side" seat on the three-hour flight from New Delhi.

The eclipse's shadow is expected to pass over the aircraft at 15 times the speed of sound (Mach 15), said Ajay Talwar, president of the SPACE Group of companies that promotes science and astronomy.

"It's coming in the middle of the monsoon season. On the ground, there's a 40 percent chance of seeing it in India. On the aircraft you have almost a 90 percent chance of seeing the eclipse," he added.

Siva Prasad Tata, who runs the Astro Jyoti website, straddles the two worlds.

"There's no need to get too alarmed about the eclipse, they are a natural phenomenon," the astrologer told AFP.

But he added: "During the period of the eclipse, the opposite attracting forces are very, very powerful. From a spiritual point of view, this is a wonderful time to do any type of worship.

"It will bring about good results, much more than on an ordinary day."

i think

2009-07-20T00:50:00.002+08:00

i think im gonna close down blog soon...
y?
im 2 lazy 2 blog ady..
no more semangat 4 it..
=/

2009-07-17T14:56:00.006+08:00

i 1 2 noe things...
seriously ppl!

y isn't any1 have been talking 2 me?

is it because i have a hot tempered?
if that's d problem, den im sry...

im sry 4 being a hot tempered...

its oni dat my timing has not been good dis past few days...

ppl have doing idiotic stuff 2 me dis pass few days..
i cnt take it...
some how....
i cnt understand why 2...

i have been thinking about dis stuff all throughout every each single day...
n its reli-reli stressing me out...

i cnt think wen im in tui..
n in classes i often day dream...
im getting myself 2 be killed every each time in skool n in tui...
n its reli-reli getting on my nerves...

i have been thinking about dis every each single seconds, minutes n hours...
even now!
i cnt get rid of it 4om my brain...

its torturing me till d max...

i cn stand d pain n d blurriness ady...

i jz 1 2 noe d answers 2 dis...

is it true wat did i jz told?
y isn't all of u been talking 2 me?

anger

2009-07-17T04:11:00.002+08:00

im sry 2 every1 dat i got mad wif dis past few days...

dis past few days im hv been hving some anger management problem...

i got piss wif many ppl..
some how...
donno y...

urghhhhhhhh~!!!!

im so sry 2 those dat i got piss wifout a reason...
im so sry....

my days with out talking with her is getting worst...
the more she avoids me, the more she pissers me off...

rumors r flying around...

n im sick about it!
cnt they jz stop it...??

2009-07-16T03:33:00.002+08:00

alright..

thinking of dis dumb thing,
what is actually her prob?

y does she comes 2 me wen she is needed help?
y doesn't jz be a normal kid n treat me like a normal fellow 2?
y doesn't she?

do i have a bad breath or something?

y mz she stay away 4om me?

wat i do?

i did not even do anything at all..
i paid our depths...
i got u ur chocolate every each time i bully u...

gahhh~!!

I HAD ENOUGH ABOUT DIS NOW!!!

sex educaion (part 2) -pia's request...-

2009-07-16T01:08:00.004+08:00

kkk...
pia asked me 2 find another pic f d women nude pic..
since d previous sex education she wasn't satisfied with d woman's condition...

but!
it cnt be done..
d pic got delete thx 2 my idiotic bro...
=.="

urghhhh~!!!
sry pia....
=/

crazy~

2009-07-12T23:29:00.003+08:00

my parents have been telling me 4 dis past few days i have acting crazy over some weird reasons which i have no idea 2 explain 2 u all...
hehe...

so dis is what I'm going crazy about...

his present
*its a secret thing k?!
(nothing dirty la peeps!)*
my nephew n nieces pics...
*its 2 adorable!*
I'm sick...
my sickness is making me 2 grow crazy day by day...
n my homework's!!
gah~!!
I HAVEN'T FINISH IT!
PN.CHAN PN.MAZNI IS SO GONNA KILL ME!!!
LASTLY, PINKY'S SECRET!!
IT DRIVING ME TOTAL CRAZY!!!
*pinky...
be a good sis n tell me whats wrong?
i know that u r hiding 4om me something...*
disturbing my 2 lovely mumi's...
*haven't been disturbing them 4 quite long already...
oO"*

hope u guys understand what i mean...
muahahahaha!!
lalalalala~!!

2009-07-11T00:45:00.007+08:00

yay~!!
he finaly approve dat i cn upload 1 of his pic!!!
hahahahahaha!!

weeeee~!!!

part 1-class dumness

2009-07-08T16:31:00.008+08:00

alrite..
d dialog in green is- seong yi
d dialog in blue is ai ling (cowv)
d normal 1 in white is me...

wat happen jz now?

crocodile scolded us us she saw pn.poh erasing d white board instead of banana getting up 2 earse it...
=.="

hahaha...
crocodile scold banana is it??
or d whole class??

me...
=.=""

lagi pagan muka!
bwahahahahahahahahah....!!!!
xD

wat the hell?!
i innocent la!!
HAIYO!
dat time banana in class...
y cnt she get up n do it??
4 no reason i pulak kena....!!
=.="""""""""""

k la
k la
kesian u...
=.=''

blek!
T_T"

dis convo was between me n d turtie during mod maths(pn.poh's class!)

now d cowv joins in...

should scold hat annoying BANANA! yo...

yalah.....but good oso d buffalo kena scold..
haha!

wat d hell?!
SCOLD DAT BANANA LA!!!
Y ME?!
=.=""

cut banana in2 pieces!
(can use 4 icecream) or watever!
hahaha!

i rather eat banana with milk....
my fav~!!!
weeeeee~!!!!
cowv jz told me dat she likes banana cake...
=.=""""

i want 2 try banana chocolate...

got meh such thing?!
xD

banana coated wif chocolate got la..

wat la u guys...
i want banana wif choclate!!!! not wif MILK!!!
=.=""""

lol. then u bring chocolate lo.
i brig flour(to make cake) ^^
(each ppl bring ur fav maa...)
xb

den i bring milk...
weeeeee~!!!

ho is bringing banana??

u say leh?? it is F.O.C(free of charge)...
the banana is alive OK?!!

if mix up, later got CIRIT-BIRIT!!!!

nonono....let me correct it.
its act not we CIRIT-BIRIT (ntg is wrong wif us)
banana not look like but become a smelly rotten banana!!

good lah....
but there's disadvantage too...
banana beside me...
rotten banana got veri bad smell 1 arh...
I dat 1!!!!!!!!!!

2 be continue in ai ling's(cowv) blog...

weeeeeeeeee~!!!!!!

im so so sry~!!

2009-07-07T04:17:00.003+08:00

i feel 100% fucked up piss rite now...
my eyes r 2 bengkak 2 be open up...

crap~

y should i have done dat?
its ady past!
i should had been tough!

crap~

i feel bad wat i did 2 his body especially his hands...

sry~
sry~

i didnt mean it..
u noe my anger rite?

gah~!

i feel childish badly now....

behaving in such a way...

crap~!!

i shouldnt had screamed u all...

im so sry~!!

*bows 2 him n pinky....
=/

2009-07-05T13:39:00.000+08:00

uncle stanley send me dis video days ago..
check out how those d skeleton dance!
xD

2009-07-03T22:39:00.001+08:00

i treasure d present a lot...
some how donno y...
xD

mom says dat i have gone crazy admiring it till d max...

wat do u think about it my 2 mumi's?

2009-07-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

JIN KAI N KENJI!!

DNT U DARE 2 SING DAT SONG AGN!!!

=.="

DARN EMBARRASSING MAN!!

Kambakkht Ishq

2009-07-02T04:13:00.003+08:00

Kambakkht Ishq is a forthcoming Indian Bollywood film directed by Sabbir Khan and produced by Sajid Nadiadwala. The film, a remake of the 2002 Tamil film Pammal K. Sambandam,^[1] will feature Akshay Kumar and Kareena Kapoor in pivotal roles along with actors Aftab Shivdasani and Amrita Arora in supporting roles. Hollywood actors Sylvester Stallone, Denise Richards and Brandon Routh will be appearing in cameos, reportedly playing themselves.^[2] Originally scheduled to release in December 2008, the film was postponed due to extensive production work and is now slated for a release on July 3, 2009.

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Kambakkht Ishq explores the relationship between two individuals as different from each other as chalk and cheese. No matter how many times they are pushed together, there are only fireworks... no fire. Viraj Shergill (Akshay Kumar) is a swashbuckling stuntman in Hollywood who believes that women are only good for two things: "making love" & "making love". Simrita Rai (Kareena Kapoor) is a firebrand who is more than able to stare down the most arrogant male with her caustic wit and sardonic tongue. She firmly believes that there is no such thing as love.

So what happens when the two people who hate each other the most meet at Simrita's best friend Kamini's (Amrita Arora) and Viraj's brother Lucky's (Aftab Shivdasani) wedding? The result is a wedding that both Viraj and Simrita are violently opposed to and desperate to stop. Sparks fly, accidents occur, and both are thrown together in the most absurd, hilarious situation until one dramatic twist of fate binds the two together in a manner that they could have never ever even dreamed of in their wildest fantasies.

i hate pink

2009-06-30T04:23:00.001+08:00

he gave me a pink doll 2day...
i looked at it n throw at him bak..
darn it..
i hate pink n dolls...
=.="

y?

2009-06-30T03:44:00.002+08:00

y do u ppl out of sudden come ask me ho is dat guy dat was lepaking wif me last nite?
u guys noe him ady...
n y u guys still 1 2 noe
gosh~
dis seriously pisses me off la...
=.="

im annoyed badly dis past few days..
donno y..
somehow...
plz dont irritate me by asking me dumdum questions...
i seriously wont answer 1...

glitter-graphics.com

PINKY, PINKY~!!

2009-06-29T16:11:00.002+08:00

hahaha!
2day i was emoing d whole time...
especially right after recess...
i was 100% emo...

so after science class...
i walked around d skool..

talked wif PINKY!!

we were talking hw does d small kiddos dat is scared of pinky...

BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

i couldnt believe it...

hahaha!
although there's few kids confess it 2 me...
but she couldnt believe it..
xD

later on she followed me 2 go n do my sofbol work..
lalala~
we walk n walk around d whole skool...
hahaha!!

she got tired..
ending up i belanja her lime...
hahahaha!
*i wish i could see her eating d real lime....
hahahaha!!*

later on walk n walk agn..
while screaming in her ears,"PINKY, PINKY~!!!"
hahaha!!

went bak 2 class sat down..
listen 2 hafiz speech
later on..

after hafiz class...
stg tempted me 2 do stg 2 PINKY...
so i wen 2 her...
turn her head front...
went 2 her ears n screamed in her ears"PINKY, PINKY~!!!''
she looked at me...
told me,"my ears r gonna burst soon!"

bwahahahahaha!!

den i destroyed her hair...
she got pissed...
screamed at me...
i didnt got freak out..
instead i was still disturbing her..
bwahahahhahaa!!!

haizzz..
as a conclusion..
PINKY...
u cn get more fierce...
xD

lalalala~!

i miss him!

2009-06-29T04:27:00.002+08:00

gah~!
its oni been few hours he has left n i miss him ady.
he was d oni person dat manage 2 cheer me up dis past few weeks...
xD

lalala~!

jaivin bhai!!
come bak!!
i 1 2 go out some more!!
weeee~!!!

2009-06-27T20:59:00.003+08:00

ALRITE!
IM BORED..
SO I GT NTG MUCH 2 DO OTHER THEN POSTING DIS BAD PIC OF ME I HERE...
HAHAHAHA!!

i hate them!!!!

2009-06-27T19:13:00.001+08:00

gosh...
I cnt believe dat they did dis 2 me...
I seriously 1ted 2go n watch transformers...
Ending up wen i screamed abt it coz i found out abt it coz my mom blew it off as usual...
*she cnt keep quite sometimes*
Haizzz...
They 4eve like dis towads me...
Once they ground me...
They ground me till d max...
As for their son, another hand...
He ask whether cn he go?
They said yes...
I was kike wat hell?!
They 100 percent gt problem la...
=.=""
D reason they told me is, "we told him to get two tickets for you n jaivin bhai ady.. But ur seats were separated..."
I almost told them dat its d dumbest excuse they u r telling me...
Might be they r telling me d truth, but y mz u ppl do dis 2 me?!
They knew dat i wanted 2 go for d for weeks ady!
N now they r telling me dis?!
Curse them man!!!!

sor por's b'day

2009-06-26T03:53:00.004+08:00

alrite fine...

its has been already 4 d past 2days sr por chow(eunice chow) has already turned i2 a perfect 16 year old human...

she is gonna be double d matured as she is now..

no more fooling around like a 14 year old...T_T

n she is gonna keep on reading until she passes her SPM in flying colors...

GAMATEH SOR POR!!

n HAPI BELATED B'DAY SOR POR!
WEEEE~!!!

^^
me n SOR POR...
xD

4 u bastard...=]

2009-06-25T03:49:00.000+08:00

since u r gone now..
dis song 100% suits its...
enjoy it bastard...
=]

sex education time~!!

2009-06-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

alrite..
i was bored..
being pervert...
hahaha!
so i decide 2 surf around wiki..
n dis is way i found..
xD

In biology, sex is a process of combining and mixing genetic traits, often resulting in the specialization of organisms into male and female types (or sexes). Sexual reproduction involves combining specialized cells (gametes) to form offspring that inherit traits from both parents. Gametes can be identical in form and function (known as isogametes), but in many cases an asymmetry has evolved such that two sex-specific types of gametes (heterogametes) exist: male female gametes are large, non-motile and contain the nutrients necessary for the early development of the young organism. gametes are small, motile, and optimized to transport their genetic information over a distance, while

An organism's sex is defined by the gametes it produces: males produce male gametes (spermatozoa, or sperm) while females produce female gametes (ova, or egg cells); individual organisms which produce both male and female gametes are termed hermaphroditic. Frequently, physical differences are associated with the different sexes of an organism; these sexual dimorphisms can reflect the different reproductive pressures the sexes experience.

Humans

Human female and male

The biology of human sexuality examines the influence of biological factors, such as organic and neurological response, heredity, hormones, and sexual dysfunction; it examines the basic functions of reproduction and the physical means to carry out sexual intercourse. The biological perspective helps to analyze the factors, and ultimately aids in understanding them and using them to deal with sexual problems.

alrite..

as we all noe dat many raping cases has been going on...

rite?

so i have decided 2 go n ge d history of rape!!!
when did it started?
how did it happen?
why is it happening?
why must women's must suffer?

i got 2 curious about it...

so dis is wat i found...

In ancient history, rape was viewed less as a type of assault on the female, than a serious property crime against the man to whom she belonged, typically the father or husband. The loss of virginity was an especially serious matter. The damage due to loss of virginity was reflected in her reduced prospects in finding a husband and in her bride price. This was especially true in the case of betrothed virgins, as the loss of chastity was perceived as severely depreciating her value to a prospective husband. In such cases, the law would void the betrothal and demand financial compensation from the rapist, payable to the woman's household, whose "goods" were "damaged". Under biblical law, the rapist might be compelled to marry the unmarried woman instead of receiving the civil penalty if her father agreed. This was especially prevalent in laws where the crime of rape did not include, as a necessary element, the violation of the woman's body, thus dividing the crime in the current meaning of rape and a means for a man and woman to force their families to permit marriage.

The word rape itself originates from the Latin verb rapere: to seize or take by force. The word originally had no sexual connotation and is still used generically in English. The history of rape, and the alterations of its meaning, is quite complex. In Roman law, rape was classified as a form of crimen vis, "crime of assault."Unlike theft or robbery, rape was termed a "public wrong" iniuria publica as opposed to a "private wrong" iniuria privita. Augustus Caesar enacted reforms for the crime of rape under the assault statute Lex Iulia de vi publica, which bears his family name, Iulia. It was under this statute rather than the adultery statute of Lex Iulia de adulteriis that Rome prosecuted this crime. Emperor Justinian confirmed the continued use of the statute to prosecute rape during the 6th century in the Eastern Roman Empire. By late antiquity, the general term raptus had referred to abduction, elopement, robbery, or rape in its modern meaning. Confusion over the term led ecclesial commentators on the law to differentiate it into raptus seductionis (elopement without parental consent) and raptus violentiae (ravishment). Both of these forms of raptus had a civil penalty and possible excommunication for the family and village receiving the abducted woman, although raptus violentiae also incurred punishments of mutilation or death.

From the classical antiquity of Greece and Rome into the Colonial period, rape along with arson, treason and murder was a capital offense. "Those committing rape were subject to a wide range of capital punishments that were seemingly brutal, frequently bloody, and at times spectacular." In the 12th century, kinsmen of the victim were given the option of executing the punishment themselves. "In England in the early fourteenth century, a victim of rape might be expected to gouge out the eyes and/or sever the offender's testicles herself."

The medieval theologian Thomas Aquinas argued that rape, though sinful, was much more acceptable than masturbation or coitus interruptus, because it fulfilled the procreative function of sex, while the other acts violated the purpose of sex.

During the Colonization of the Americas the rape of native women was not held to be a crime under Spanish Law as the persons in question were pagan and not Christian.

The English common law defined rape as "the carnal knowledge of a woman forcibly and against her will." The common law defined carnal knowledge as the penetration of the female sex organ by the male sex organ (it covered all other acts under the crime of sodomy). The crime of rape was unique in the respect that it focused on the victim's state of mind and actions in addition to that of the defendant. The victim was required to prove a continued state of physical resistance, and consent was conclusively presumed when a man had intercourse with his wife. "One of the most oft-quoted passages in our jurisprudence" on the subject of rape is by Lord Chief Justice Sir Matthew Hale from the 17th century, "rape...is an accusation easily to be made and hard to be proved, and harder to be defended by the party accused, tho never so innocent."Lord Hale is also the origin of the remark, "In a rape case it is the victim, not the defendant, who is on trial." However, as noted by Sir William Blackstone in his Commentaries on the Laws of England, by 1769 the common law had recognized that even a prostitute could suffer rape if she had not consented to the act.

The modern criminal justice system is widely regarded as unfair to sexual assault victims. Both sexist stereotypes and common law combined to make rape a "criminal proceeding on which the victim and her behavior were tried rather than the defendant". Additionally, gender neutral laws have combated the older perception that rape never occurs to men, while other laws have eliminated the term altogether.

Since the 1970s many changes have occurred in the perception of sexual assault due in large part to the feminist movement and its public characterization of rape as a crime of power and control rather than purely of sex. In some countries the women's liberation movement of the 1970s created the first rape crisis centers. One of the first two rape crisis centers, the D.C. Rape Crisis Center, opened in 1972. It was created to promote sensitivity and understanding of rape and its effects on the victim. In 1960 law enforcement cited false reporting rates at 20%. By 1973 the statistics had dropped to 15%. After 1973 the New York City Police Department used female officers to investigate sexual assault cases and the rate dropped to 2% according to the FBI. (DiCanio, 1993).

Male-male rape has historically been shrouded in secrecy due to the stigma men associate with being raped by other men. According to psychologist Dr Sarah Crome fewer than one in ten male-male rapes are reported. As a group, male rape victims reported a lack of services and support, and legal systems are often ill equipped to deal with this type of crime.

Most legal codes on rape do not legislate against women raping men, as rape is generally defined to include the act of penetration on behalf of the rapist.^{[citation needed]} In 2007 the South Africa police investigated instances of women raping young men.

k..
things go worst when i saw...
rape during wars??!!
wat d hack?!

=.=""

In 1998, Judge Navanethem Pillay of the International Criminal Tribunal for Rwanda said:

From time immemorial, rape has been regarded as spoils of war. Now it will be considered a war crime. We want to send out a strong message that rape is no longer a trophy of war.

Rape, in the course of war, dates back to antiquity, ancient enough to have been mentioned in the Bible. It was common for the troops of ancient civilizations to rape the women and boys of conquered towns.

The systematic rape of as many as 80,000 women by the Japanese soldiers during the six weeks of the Nanking Massacre is an example of such atrocities. During World War II an estimated 200,000 Korean and Chinese women were forced into prostitution in Japanese military brothels, as so-called "comfort women". A British scholar claims, that at the end of World War II, Red Army soldiers are estimated to have raped around 2,000,000 German women and girls. French Moroccan troops known as Goumiers committed rapes and other war crimes after the Battle of Monte Cassino. (See Marocchinate.)

It has been alleged that an estimated 200,000 women were raped during the Bangladesh Liberation War by the Pakistani army (though this has been disputed by many including the Indian academic Sarmila Bose [16]), and that at least 20,000 Bosnian Muslim women were raped by Serb forces during the Bosnian War.^[40] Wartime propaganda often alleges, and exaggerates, mistreatment of the civilian population by enemy forces and allegations of rape figure prominently in this. As a result, it is often very difficult, both practically and politically, to assemble an accurate view of what really happened.

Commenting on rape of women and children in recent African conflict zones Unicef said that rape was no longer just perpetrated by combatants but also by civilians. According to Unicef rape is common in countries affected by wars and natural disasters, drawing a link between the occurrence of sexual violence with the significant uprooting of a society and the crumbling of social norms. Unicef states that in Kenya reported cases of sexual violence doubled within days of post-election conflicts. According to Unicef rape was prevalent in conflict zones in Sudan, Chad and the Democratic Republic of Congo.^[41] It is estimated that more than 200,000 females living in the Democratic Republic of the Congo today have been raped in recent conflicts.

In 1998, the International Criminal Tribunal for Rwanda found that systematic rape was used in the Rwandan genocide. The Tribunal held that "sexual assault [in Rwanda] formed an integral part of the process of destroying the Tutsi ethnic group and that the rape was systematic and had been perpetrated against Tutsi women only, manifesting the specific intent required for those acts to constitute genocide." An estimated 500,000 women were raped during the 1994 Rwandan Genocide.^[46]

The Rome Statute, which defines the jurisdiction of the International Criminal Court, recognizes rape, sexual slavery, enforced prostitution, forced pregnancy, enforced sterilization, "or any other form of sexual violence of comparable gravity" as crime against humanity if the action is part of a widespread or systematic practice.

Rape was first recognised as crime against humanity when the International Criminal Tribunal for the former Yugoslavia issued arrest warrants based on the Geneva Conventions and Violations of the Laws or Customs of War. Specifically, it was recognised that Muslim women in Foca (southeastern Bosnia and Herzegovina) were subjected to systematic and widespread gang rape, torture and enslavement by Bosnian Serb soldiers, policemen and members of paramilitary groups after the takeover of the city in April 1992.

The indictment was of major legal significance and was the first time that sexual assaults were investigated for the purpose of prosecution under the rubric of torture and enslavement as a crime against humanity. The indictment was confirmed by a 2001 verdict of the International Criminal Tribunal for the former Yugoslavia that rape and sexual enslavement are crimes again humanity. Amnesty International stated that the ruling challenged the widespread acceptance of the torture of women as an intrinsic part of war.

annoyed

2009-06-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

im fucked up annoyed 2day..
urghhh~!!!
d reason is:

skool incidents.....
I HATE D NEW INTERACT BOARD MEMBERS!!!!
=.="
SCREW THEM MAN!!!!
my bro is annoying me till d max at tuition n at home 2day...
i regret 4 going 2 parade...
i should had realize dat its crap!
IM NOT FORGIVING U AT ALL...
U PAY 4 YOUR DEPTHS NOW!!

twilight

2009-06-22T15:27:00.001+08:00

i saw dis clip about twiligh wen i went 2 youtube jz nw..

i found it dumb..

donno wat u guys think la...
so enjoy watching d video..
xD

bisexual

2009-06-22T02:20:00.004+08:00

alrite...

wats wif every1 n telling me dat im a bisexual?

wat d hack?!

u 2 guys come n tell me dat 4 wat?!
=.="

dat would be...

SAGAR~! (FUCK U)
prabu (another fucker)

wat d hack man?
sagar n prabu..
apa la ni?!
hw come u suddenly come n tell me dis?
jz because u ppl all saw my frenz hugged me n hold me...
=.="

do u guys even noe wats d meaning of bisexual?!
no rite?
den read dis...
=.="

Bisexuality refers to sexual behavior with or physical attraction to people of both genders (male and female), or a bisexual orientation. People who have a bisexual orientation "can experience sexual, emotional, and affectional attraction to both their own sex and the opposite sex"; "it also refers to an individual’s sense of personal and social identity based on those attractions, behaviors expressing them, and membership in a community of others who share them." It is one of the three main classifications of sexual orientation, along with a heterosexual homosexual orientation. Individuals who do not experience sexual attraction to either sex are known as asexual.

do i even have an attraction of it??
do i have bisexual orientation??
DO I?!

no rite??

gah~!

u 2 ppl und now???

stop calling me dat now..
im not 1..
they were just frens...
=.=""""""

2009-06-19T22:03:00.007+08:00

I’m Taking Back My Love!

cnt tahan u ady!
gik sei me every each day...

tq 4 troubling me 2day morning!

=.=""

u almost coz me late 4 skool!

bastard u!

cut ur nerves 4 wat?!

den come n scream 4 me in d hospital...

wat d hack la wei?!

u turn out 2 b double d crazy den me la...

=.="

ish~

u got 2 take care of urself nw...

u noe my situation rite nw..

i cnt visit u time 2 time..

other den sneaking out 4om d hse...

but still oso..

u cnt expect me 2 sneak out time 2 time rite???

listen 2 me now!

i cnt sneak out ady alrite?!

i got 1 big body guard in my house now..

he is looking over wen my parents r out...

=.="

fuck u!

2009-06-19T04:30:00.002+08:00

FUCK U!!

IS IT A MUST 2 DO THIS 2 ME?!!!

THANK YOU 4 D CONFUSE FEELINGS NOW!!!!!

& IS IT A MUST 2 CUT YOUR HAND UNTIL MUST RUSH 2 D HOSPITAL?!

FUCK U!!!

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-17T16:10:00.002+08:00

BAD NEWS PPL!!!!

my hp got confiscated by my mom..
*DUE 2 SOME REASONS...*

gah~
dnt try call me ady..
=.="

its over.....FINALLY~!!!

2009-06-12T21:29:00.004+08:00

alrite..
find it camp is over...
FINALLY!!

k..
actually..
it was seriouslly fun..
especially during d nite stalking...
cekap man!!!
xD

even though my patrol didnt won.....
BUT!
we still enjoyed it...
xD

k...
dis is some of the pictures dat i manage 2 snap during camp..
lalalalala~

gah~
im lazy 2 upload d pics..
will upload it next time..
sry ppl~!!
=]

OMG!!

2009-06-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

OMG!! AFTER LONG TIME I WAS TALKING 2 AINUR a.k.a 'I KNOW!!'
CRAP MAN!
I MISS LIKE WAT MAN!!

k..
dis is our conco..
xD

p3sanfransisco: ainur!!!

eiyra z: fareesha!!!!!!!!!
eiyra z: hahaha
eiyra z: i thought i forget me already
eiyra z: U*
p3sanfransisco: weih~
where u go????
rindu la!!

eiyra z: move to slangor
eiyra z: huhuu
eiyra z: so bored here u noe

p3sanfransisco: y???
p3sanfransisco: rindu u..
=/

eiyra z: hahaa miz u too
eiyra z: my skewl is totally lame
eiyra z: i really3 miz smc
eiyra z: huwaAAaAaa

p3sanfransisco: wen u coming bak 2 see us??

eiyra z: wanna go back there

p3sanfransisco: wen u coming bak agn??
p3sanfransisco: n wat skool r u in?

eiyra z: smk jalan 3
eiyra z: i dunno la faree
eiyra z: huhu

p3sanfransisco: =/
no 1 2 kacau wen eve i say 'I KNOW!'
ish~

eiyra z: hahahha
eiyra z: I KNOW
eiyra z: hahaha
eiyra z: i always
eiyra z: perasan when ppl call me i know
eiyra z: hahhaa

p3sanfransisco: hahahahaha!
always kena prank 1...

eiyra z: my god!!!i really2 miss smc now!!
p3sanfransisco: hahahahahaha!!

eiyra z: haahha

p3sanfransisco: lol
p3sanfransisco: lol

eiyra z: lol
eiyra z: eh faree what class r u in?

p3sanfransisco: 4 ork
p3sanfransisco: xD

eiyra z: what course?
eiyra z: hehe i love ork

p3sanfransisco: arts..its an account class..xD
eiyra z: hehhhee

eiyra z: eh faree i gtg now
eiyra z: hehe

p3sanfransisco: ok
p3sanfransisco: nite ainur!
p3sanfransisco: xD

eiyra z: send my regards to malathi

p3sanfransisco: bb
p3sanfransisco: hahaha!

eiyra z: subaa

p3sanfransisco: cn!!

eiyra z: n steph

p3sanfransisco: xD
p3sanfransisco: cn
p3sanfransisco: cn
p3sanfransisco: xD

eiyra z: hehehe
eiyra z: thnx k
eiyra z: pye2
eiyra z: fareee

p3sanfransisco: u r welcome..
p3sanfransisco: xD
p3sanfransisco: bb

eiyra z: =]

our convo ends here...
T_T

i rindu her la..
T_T

cnt we...

2009-06-10T15:20:00.005+08:00

cnt we jz break off oni?

cnt we jz stay away 4om each wen ever we meet??

cnt we jz stop having arguments every each day???

cnt we stop starring each other until it looks like as if we are gonna pull out each limbs out when we fight??

cnt we jz let go of all our problem??

cnt we forget each other??

cnt we stop thinking about the past?????

cnt we stop doing it after we argue??

cnt we stop all d crap we do?!!

Cnt we stop doing all d things above?!!

cnt we jz do dat....?

camp

2009-06-10T13:38:00.002+08:00

2morrow is rangers camp...
crap~

i wnt be able 2 be live without dis few things...

hand phone!
*1st think in my mind...
xD*
computer!!
my bed...
T_T
erm, my babi in d hse which sleeps in d morning n makes ppl 2 stay awake at nite...
xD
dis blog!!
GAHHHHHH~!!!!
T_T
MY IPOD!!
MY NOVEL!!
*i jz remembered about it...
hahahahaha!!*

WOW..
SO MANY THINGS...
IM GONNA MISS...

UN BELIEVE ABLE..
oO!

my new look!

2009-06-09T03:08:00.002+08:00

alrite...
i did stg 2 my teeth..
n i look dumb in it...
=.="

here...
i look like dis...

^^
i look retard some how..
T_T

lalalala~

2009-06-09T01:01:00.004+08:00

SOMEHOW...
i like this few music..

"Takin' Back My Love" - Enrique Iglesias feat. Ciara

Lady Gaga - Poker Face

FloRiDa ft. Kesha - Right Round

Flo Rida - Sugar

gah~
i oni cn think dis few songs..
cnt think of others ady...
T_T

hols!

2009-06-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

alrite..
alrite..
plz dnt ask where did i disappear dis past 4 days...

i went off somewhere...
lol

lots of things happen..

especially in mid valley car park..
=p
hahahaha!
funi man!
xDD

sgr..
thx 4 d stupid n annoying day...
=p

k..
i jz got bak 2day...
lalalalla~

wen i came on9 my lil sis(loo jo yee) ask me go n check dis out...

ppl...
listen 2 dis..
its darn stupid..
lalalallalaala~

ami's b'day!

2009-06-04T13:15:00.007+08:00

alrite..
yesterday...
i was late 4 ami's b'day pary..
1 hour late...
akibat tido 4 so long..
*sry ami!

ok...
we did sort of like many nonsense in her house...
almost turn her house upside down..
Oo"

k..
dis is was we did...

*credits 2 stella...
=D
eunice!
u have a les partner nw...
THERESA!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAA!!

*credits 2 stella..
=D

wen 2 skool

2009-06-03T23:16:00.004+08:00

i went 2 skool 2day...
=D

J.T n i reached d skool 1st...
we were d earliest 1...
lol

dis is wat i saw...

^^
akibat d explosion dat happened on sunday midnite..
oO"
*its d campfire pit*

^^
me...
be4 i left skool on monday...
=D

camp

2009-06-02T23:01:00.007+08:00

alrite..
it was fun..
hahaha!!

especially bullying jin kai(kai jin) n carey...
=D

hahahahahha!

both of them got tooth paste from me...

n i disturb them till d max...
didnt even let them 2 sleep...

hahahahahahhaha!!

lalalallalalaa~!

but i ended up helping them find a NON-MOSQUITO place 2 sleep...
which is d upper hall...

=D

later on i was awake talking 2 bunch of girls..

went over 2 d PBSM ppl's class...
everybody was sleeping like pigs...

except for vivian...

*she tried 2 cuddle behind madeline's back
=.="*

gave her my cookie..

=p

was doing crappy stuff...
den lied down beside subaa...
eventually i fell asleep until choo came back n collect her things from me...
*but!
wen i got up be4 i gave choo's things back...
i was facing subaa's ASS!
wat d hack?!*

end of d day..
i was tired..
slept off beside meng fong...
scolded her in my tiring sleep..
*thx 4 my annoying alarm dat kept on ringing...*
*sry meng fong!
bows 2 u*

^^
d campfire!
=D

^^
campfire pit!
xD

<< sharon!
*dnt ask me wat is she in...
u dnt 1 2 noe.. l
ol

^^
sis!!!
*she was sort off blurr dat time..
=p

mumi!!!!
*i 4got wat she was saying..
but the way she said it was stupid n funi..
hahahahahhaha!!

^^
she told m fuck u 4 snapping dis pic...
T_T

mumi1!
mumi2 veri bad..
tell me fuck u..
T_T

2009-06-01T22:26:00.006+08:00

2 weeks ago stg happen 2 me..

i was freaking sad about it...

told vivian c. about it..
she told me 2 cry it out..

1st attempt didnt worked..

called her back...

she talk 2 me...

suddenly i cried off...
(my 2nd attempt...it worked)

i hang up d phone wifout saying bb
*sry mumi...
=/*

i slept off...

d next day i got up..
no 1 at home..
i still felt d ~~Fucked~~ up pain..

went on9
viv was on9...
talked 2 her..

told her dat didnt 1 2 talk about it...

she tried 2 calm me down...

she managed..

she gave a long list of advise...
BUT!
its useful..
gave me lots of guts later on...
=D

TQ MUMI!!!

I LOVE U!!!!

=D

xDDD

dirty stuff..

2009-05-29T16:01:00.004+08:00

alrite ..
fine..
firiresh bhai n i wats talking about sex..

some how..
donno y..

haha!

dis is our dumb convo..

Fareesha

babi u!

haha!

Firesh

? y

Fareesha

coz u said it suits me..

haha!

Firesh

u mean marriage

Fareesha

yup

Firesh

ala already open .. then marry faster better rite :P

Fareesha

4 wat?
like dat cnt enjoy life rite??

lol

Firesh

lagi la can enjoy can do everything

legal some more

Fareesha

haha!!
wei!
i sense dat u r thinking stg else ady!
haha!!

Firesh

if u know wat i am thinkng that means u must be thinking the same thing am i rite

Fareesha

eh, sometimes u may think dat its positive...
but im thinking negative rite nw!
=p

Firesh

hahaha u choose :P

Fareesha

negative.........

Firesh

hahaha

see told u

Fareesha

wat?
u oso thinking like dat!
wat d?!
hahahahahahahahahahah!!!

Firesh

fareesha fareesha ..

wat happens aa if i tell ur mom u can think all this ?

hehehe..

thrown out of the house mayb ? :P

Fareesha

obviously!

haha!

Firesh

hehehe

Fareesha

Firesh

sudar je rag

how many bf u kiss d ?. :P hahaha

Fareesha

wat d?!
x payah tahu yang 2!
hahahahahahah!!

*eh~
dnt tell any1!
xD

Firesh

aa tat means got got ..

okok promise wont tell anyojne tel tell

Fareesha

yay~
haha!

Firesh

:).. how many ?

Fareesha

2?
both oso ex ady la..

lol

Firesh

ahaaa cool cool..

Fareesha

u leh~?
dnt tell me u nv do dat be4!

Firesh

hmm.. y cannot cannot hv it meh?

Fareesha

cn..

but u got do or not?

lol

Firesh

wat if i say no then

Fareesha

ntg will happen?

haha!

Firesh

hahaha got

cheek only :P

Fareesha

lips leh???

lol

Firesh

i am very good guy .. dun spoil the gals :P

Fareesha

haha!

i noe dat

Firesh

i wish u know hehehe

Fareesha

wat?!
u did huh?!!!!

Firesh

hmm.. no la

Fareesha

wei!
tell me d truth!!!!

Fareesha

???

Firesh

hmm.. got la.. 2 nie ..hmm

u uh

Fareesha

wei u noe wat am i thinking or not?
i thinking way much deep ady..

lol

Firesh

aha.. wat u thinking

Fareesha

deeper den wat u thinking..

Firesh

??? like wat !

Fareesha

****??
lol
und or not??

Firesh

nope

say nie la

its me

Fareesha

haha

k..

gud

scare me oni..

lol

Firesh

so wat is it u r thinking

Fareesha

u did it..

haha!

Firesh

huh tell straight can aa

u mean sex is it

Fareesha

hahahahaha!!
u got me rite!

did u did SEX?!

Firesh

oh god.. of course no la.. u uh ..

wat abt u ..

Fareesha

*touch wood..
nope!
Im clean

Firesh

:)..

hehe good2..

me too

Fareesha

lol

Firesh

who else know kissed / done b4 ?

Fareesha

many ppl..

lol

Fareesha

but all older me la...

Firesh

rite.. such as

anyone i know off?

Fareesha

nope

Firesh

aa.. ok .. cool..

Fareesha

lol

Firesh

:) so wat else

any interesting stories

Fareesha

hmm..
ntg much la..

hols full pack la...

lol

Firesh

ic ic with boyfriends ?

Fareesha

=.="

no!

haha!

skool activitis la..

lol

Firesh

sure not .. skool means boyfriends la confirm

Fareesha

yes!
im sure!

lol

4:25pmFiresh is offline.

darn it!
he wen off be4 he could answer me!!
urghhh~!!
hate him..
=.="

swt!

2009-05-28T14:54:00.005+08:00

2day at skool..

during BM hour..
Pn. Rasimah in send a new trainee into my class...
*NOT AGNNN!!!!!!*

wen he came in...
my gang stared at him n started 2 giggle..

let me describe u how he looks...

he has a janggut...
*i dnt noe y does all d guys like 2 put it...*
*i noe...
i noe...
not all guys...*
tall...
muscular..* i think he trained in d army or stg...*
not handsome like every1 taught..
gives ppl an evil stare...
n darn strict...*oh crap~!!!*

haha!
dumb statements..
xD

his name Raziq?
Rafiq?
urghhh~!
i cnt remember!!

so he came in..
made us wish 2 times coz we wasnt semangat at all wen we wished him..
lol
he tried 2 talk wif us..
but there's no response 4om us as usual...

den he sat down..
n made us do our own work...
=.="

d gang n i were talking till d max...
quite loud oso..
he was staring at us..
but we dnt care..
xD

wen he was going of,
we wished him la...
but wasnt semangat as he wanted...
n as usual..
he made us wished agn!!

urghhh~!
so annoying guy...
=.="""

den d next perioud..

jeng jeng jeng!!

CHAN'S PERIOD!!
EVERYBODY GOT FREAKED OUT!

*coz it was a.maths..
n we were about 2 got long lecture 4om her...*

well..
it was a horrible time wif her..
she was scolding n scolding..
especially me!
* i guess she is trying 2 tell me " u hv failed ur a.maths..." *

she gave us hmw..
make us 2 all over d exam paper..
=.="""

bwhaahahaha!

2009-05-27T18:54:00.002+08:00

2day at skool..
i was sort of high...
*akibat sleep late...*

so it was after recess...
*i think...*
i was wondering around den came bak 2 class...
on my way bak i was whistling like hell..
sat beside choki...
still whistling..

suddenly i wen near by her n whistled at her louder..
she looked at me..

i make my eyes bigger n gave her wink..

mole saw it..

she started 2 laugh badly..

choki screamed at me..
screaming..
"EWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! FAREESHAAAAAAA!!!!"

i was laughing badly agn..
*as usual la i...
hahaha!*

hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!

tagged

2009-05-27T00:27:00.005+08:00

alrite..
dis is d 1st time ever i got tagged in blog...
=.="

thx vivien wong..
=p

1. Do you have any secrets?
duh~
lots of it...
xD

2. Have you ever tried not eating anything for a few days?
tried it...
n it worked..
xD

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
obviously...
except wen comes 2 trouble or stg...
i will run away...
xD

4. Coffee or more coffee?
hate it...

5. Laughter or forever smiles?
both...
im a happy person...
xD

6. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
both..
they r d best!!
xD

7. The person you like is already attached. what would you do?
jz shut my mouth...
dnt say a thing abou it unless i 1 d relationship 2 be ruined..

8. What made you smile today?
vivian n sharon's craziness

9. Angelic or devilish?
both. im 4eve 2 in 1...
xD

10. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
erm, hapi person?
ho got my dream go through?
lol

11. Who are currently the most important people to you?

family
friends
n my *ahem*

12. What is the most important thing in life?
my life n my education....

13. Are you single or attached?
skipping dis

14. What is your favourite colour?
black

15. What is your wish?
erm, i 1 2 get rid of dis dumb quiz...=.="

16. Have you ever wondered what would happen afterlife?
haven't yet!

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
nope.

18. Which do you prefer? spending time with family members or close people who understand you?
both. fly coz they will scream at me if i dnt join them....
close ppl coz i enjoy wif them a lot..
xD

19. what is your biggest regret of your life?
last week incident..
=/

20. 5 people you're gonna tag
tham vivian, vivian cheah, menuka, cowie n don dummy dum dum...xD

BREAK TIME!

2009-05-26T17:24:00.005+08:00

alrite!
my break time is now!
exam over 2day..
hooooray~

so wat?!

sill got like 3 more days 4 skool 4 going through our results...

im gonna start crying wen i find out wats my results all..

im seriously about it!!!

den oni freedom...

*im gonna ponteng skool on friday...
cowie n vivian...
dnt scold me!
xD*

i got my "hols" plan out ady...

30/6=SMI gathering....

31/5-1/6=go 4 coy camp!
yay~!!
=D

2/6=dentist appointment *bracers day....crap!!*

2/6-5/6=E.L n add maths(2/6) tui in d morning.... =.=""

3/6= ami's bday party...
boonli's b'day party....

wat d hack?!

2ppl's place in 1 day?!!
hw am i gonna manage it!!!

5/6=go melaka n kl...
yay~
=.="
*i donno wen d hell i will get bak...*

2nd week..
hmmm...
donno wats my plan 4 dat week...
lol

will post in more wen im confirmed wats my next plan...
xD

cowie!

2009-05-26T15:06:00.000+08:00

cow!
i cnt comment!!
got problem!
go n check la u cow!!!
=.=""

cowie!

2009-05-24T14:25:00.001+08:00

cow!
i cnt comment ur blog ady...
T_T

2009-05-21T15:28:00.003+08:00

wen going bak hom time...

i sat in d car...

mom: u look like as if u had rough nite...

me: har?
*blurr*

mom: DID-U-HAD-A-ROUGH-NITE?

me: har??
*still blurr*

mom: *piss* nvm...
u smell like him...

me: *wat d?!!*
har?? NO!
might be coz i slept in his room last nite...

mom: hmmm...
*makes d sign of i dnt believe*

me: wat?! u dnt believe me?!
=.="

mom: ntg la..

wat d hackla!
always suspicious on me!
=.="
bengan...

2009-05-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

k fine...
d girls n i decide 2 SOMETHING surprising on camp night..

but actually after d surprising thing that we did...
can i cabut lari somewhere 4 a few hours..
might 2 hours or something?
can rite?

BUT!!!
1st thing comes 1st..
what song shall i do 1st?!
khalnayak 1st den only DBSK?

urghhhh~!!!
give me head ache only!!
=.="

i think i shall do d solo 1st
den only put in d "co-appearance" in..

can rite????
PLZ SAY CAN!
cause I'm out of ideas already...
=/

*p.s:
cn vivien wong come on9 n help me 2 solve dis prob?!!

*p.s :
t.vivian, if u r reading this...
plz help us out...
could reli use ur help here...
=]
**n dnt kill me about d 3a.m sms...
im truelly sry about dat..
didn't mean it...
xD

sry~

2009-05-20T13:27:00.004+08:00

sry~
last nite u called..
didnt pick up..

darn moody..

angry wif evry1..

dnt allow me 2 go out n do stuff..
=/

sry~
i didnt come yesterday...
1ted 2 come
but mom didnt allow as usual...

dnt wry...
2day i shall come..
stay wif u whole night alrite?
=]

does any1 has?

2009-05-19T15:24:00.004+08:00

who in this world has DBSK SORRY SONG????
I NEED IT BADLY RITE NW!!
URGHHHH~!!

PLZ INFORM ME WHETHER U HAVE IT BEFORE 31ST OF MAY!

I REPEAT 31ST OF MAY!!!

football!

2009-05-16T22:16:00.002+08:00

alrite..
fine M.U won..
wat d hack?!
=.="
I WAS EXPECTING ARSENAL LA!!
ish~!!

nw my depth is gonna be teruk..
especially 4om him..
=.="""
sei lorh~!!

batroom pics...=.="

2009-05-15T20:24:00.006+08:00

sushil...
delete dat bathroom pics dat we snap last year!
its embarrassing!!

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tejas...
4get about dat bathroom incident!
we were jz brushing la!!
lol

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sgr...
dat pic...
in d bathroom...!
nononononono!!!!
=.="
dnt u dare!

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erm,
paras....
ur wish la!
whether u 1 2 post it...
i nv do anything..
hahahaha!
xD

b'day

2009-05-14T14:47:00.001+08:00

aiyo!
haha
kk..
since u guyz wanna noe wat happen on my b'day( REMEMBER DIS DATE! 10/5/93)?
i will ceritakan after exam..
=D

might be...

2009-05-11T21:08:00.003+08:00

alright fine...
might be u guys were rite...
i was sort of jealous jz now...

but still also...

if i listen 2 my heart, it would say dis
"what d hack?!"

if i listen 2 my brain, it would say dis
"urghhh~!
who gives a darn about it?!
stop blocking my way 2 freedom man!!!!"

now i have seriously no idea what wanna do..
if i follow 1 of it..
it's gonna be darn odd man...

urghhhh~!!!!

SGR!!!
HELP ME SOLVE THIS PROBLEM!!!!!!!
IM FEELING UNEASY ABOUT IT!!!!!!

i seriously have no idea wats her problem..
y is she always avoiding me...
=/

i didnt do anything 2wards at all..
i kept my promise...

dis seriously makes me sad
n makes me wanna cry coz i was left jz like dat...

i noe i maybe rough time 2 time..
but still...
what did i do?

i have been keeping my promise since beginning of d year...
i didn't harm u at all...

in fact..
i didn't even talk 2 u 4 months...
except on monday...
jz because i asked u 4 ur last years paper..

i want 2 noe wat is my mistake..
wat d hell did i do until u r avoiding me?!!
=/

boring time during mod maths and add maths...

2009-05-08T18:43:00.002+08:00

dis past few days..
few of us in d class r feeling bored...
2lazy 2 do pn. poh n chan's hmwk...
xD

as 4 me..
i got blast off by chan yesterday 4 staring at d white board n do ntg..
so seong yi n ai ling decide 2 do a song base on "london bridge is falling down" specially 4 me...
=.="

"buffalo's ear kena pull
kena pull
kena pull
buffalo's ear kena pull
turtle is laughing nw!!"

-seong yi-

then ai ling n i create some other version...
but it wasn't as nice as seong yi's 1..
T_T

rotting...

2009-05-06T01:36:00.006+08:00

alrite..

both of us were sort of rotting in d room yesterday...
i was doing add maths of his study table...
he was jz sitting next 2 me n reading sejarah..
*i noe, its dumb...*

*among all subjects...sj?!
haha!!*

few hours later i got tired so i was playing around wif my highlighters...
he saw me playing wif it...
he snatch all my highlighters away 4om me n started 2 highlight my note book..
trust me..
he almost killed my book man!

den he told me wat colour he likes d most..
n its not other den PINK!!

i was like wtf?!!!
I HATE PINK 4 HEAVEN GOD SAKE!!!
*dat explains y he always like 2 wear pink shirts...*

oO"""

urghhhhhhhhh~!!!

n dis is wat i wrote after he draw..
haha!

^^
mind d gossips behind it..
xD

midnite!

2009-05-05T01:46:00.003+08:00

woke up jz nw...
plan wanna do hmwk...
so came down 2 collect my books all..
wen wash my face at sink there..
after i wash my face n so on..
i saw dis...
Oo""

haha!
gross rite?
=p

last nite.. n 2day afternoon

2009-05-03T14:58:00.003+08:00

*sigh...
wat can i say?
last nite...
it was fun...
but its better if i dont 1 2 say anything la...
xD

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k..
2day wen 2 frenz hse...
saw him there...
*ding dong!!!!*
i remembered dat i was suppose 2 belaja him ice kacang!
crap~!!!
*looks 4 wallet*
shit~!!!
4get 2 bring!!
wat am i gonna tell him nw?!!!

he saw me...
smiled at me..
reminded me about it..
haha!
told him dat i 4got 2 bring my wallet..

he looked at me n said,"i will come 2 ur hse 4 d ice kacang"
i jz told him."comela...if u dare 2 come in2 my territory...xD"
he smiled bak at me...

then paras came..
aiyo!
mr.kepoh is here...
told him about d night dat we r gonna do...
he said he n i should handle d music side..
poonam protested as usual...
=.="
didnt fought bak wif her...*2 lazy 2 fight bak...*

suddenly had a back pain..
crap~!!
i was in pain until i came home....
lay on d bed...
relax myself while listening 2 d dumb ipod...

3 hours later..
got up..
felt better..
when n do hmwk!
terlalu semangat ady dat time..
lol

*d guy in here is bijal bhai...xDDD

boredom...

2009-04-26T17:01:00.007+08:00

i was bored...

mom was hogging d computer...
*she loves 2 play games...
=.=""*

so bro n i got angry as usual...
so we decide 2 disturb her since she hogged 2 computer..
dis is wat we did...
xD

^^
*check out her hair...*
*created by fareesh n fareesha!*
mom's weird face..
=.="

^^
*check out her hair*
her serious face...
xD

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bro did burger/sandwich 2 day...
*i donno which is which*
so dis is d sandwich/burger...
xD

2day evening...

2009-04-25T20:20:00.010+08:00

well...
dis time involves my dad...

dad was doing aarti...
while he was singing,
he suddenly go high n deep pitch...
den 4om there he low pitch...

4om down..
mom screamed..
"hoi! wat r u trying 2 do?!"

me, in my room praying..
"hoi! apa ni?!
practicing 4 AMERICAN IDOL huh?!!"

mom at down stairs started 2 laugh badly after wat i said..
bro in my parents room drop down while laughing...
dad was blur wat i said...
hahaha!!

*Aarti is said to have descended from the Vedic concept of fire rituals, or homa. The word may also refer to the traditional Hindu devotional song that is sung during the ritual. Aarti is performed and sung to develop the highest love for God. "Aa" means "towards or to", and "rati" means "right or virtue" in Sanskrit.*

2day morning

2009-04-25T16:23:00.002+08:00

mom was cooking..

i wen 2 kitchen n tell her stg...
after telling her...

she started 2 dance like a....*u dnt 1 2 noe*
i was staring at her oni...
den i walked off after i told her swt...

den she said
"wow! i didn't noe dat i can dance a like robot..."

i was like wat d hack?!
den i told her...,
" i didn't noe dat was a robot dance..."

she asked me,
"u taught wat den??"

i answered,
" a retard dance...
*grins*"

she told me,
"u gila punya bdk....!!"

i jz walked away n continue grinning away....

CARINU!

2009-04-25T13:19:00.001+08:00

hoi babi!
u oni upload 1 pic la!!!
=.="
not fair...
=/

Breathing Therapy -for headaches

2009-04-21T22:50:00.006+08:00

Practice this way and it will help you..

Our noses have left and right nostrils. Are these nostrils having the same function for inhaling (breathe in) and exhaling (breathe out)?

Actually it's not the same and we can feel the difference. Accordingly, the right side represents the sun and the left side represents the moon.

When having headache, try to close your right nostril and use your left nostril to do breathing for about 5 min. The headache will be gone.

If you feel too tired, do it the opposite way. Close your left nostril and breathe through your right nostril. After a while, you will feel refresh again.

Because the right side belongs to heat, so it gets hot easily. The left side gets cold easily..

Women breathe mainly with their left nostril, so they get calm down easily.

Men breathe mostly with their right nostril, so they get angry easily.

When we wake up, do we notice which nostril breathes faster? Is it the left side or the right side?

If the left nostril breathes faster, you will feel very tired. Close your left nostril and use your right nostril for breathing and you will get refresh quickly. <>

The effect of breathing therapy is much better for adults. including on us teens...

I used to have painful headache. When consulted a doctor, he told me jokingly," You will be all right if you get married!" The doctor did not bullshit me as he had his theory and supported with testimony.

During that time, I used to have headache every night and I was not able to study. I took medicine but I was not cured.

One night as I sat down to medidate, I closed my right nostril and breathed with my left nostril. In less than a week, it seemed that my headache problem had left me! I continued doing it for about a month and since then there was no recurrence of headache in me.

This is my own experience. I used to tell others who also suffer headache to try this method as it was effective for me. It also works for those who have tried as well. This is a natural therapy, unlike taking medicines for a long time may have side effect. So, why don't you try it out?

Practice the correct ways of breathing (breathe in and breathe out) and your body will be in a very relaxing condition.

*dis is specially 4 sgr whom often grumbles about his headache!
=p

my dad

2009-04-20T00:05:00.003+08:00

my dad is annoying time 2 time..
like jz now!
i told my bro 2 pass me d dictionary..
eventually we passed me d wrong 1..
wen i old him its d down dictionary not d up 1!
*apparently i got 2 many dictionary's at home..
so he got confused which is which...
=.=""*
out of sudden dad took his hp charger n throw it at me..
*i didn't kena d charger of cos...
xD*

he told,"IF U 1 D GOD DARN DICTIONARY DEN GET UP N GO GET IT! DNT BUG UR BROTHER!!"

den i said,"HE WAS STANDING THERE RITE?! SURELY I WILL ASK HIM 2 PASS IT RITE?!"

he replid me n said,"I DNT CARE! NEXT TIME IF U 1 ANYTHING GO N GET URSELF.."

i told him,"NO! WAT R U GONNA DO?! IF DAT SO, NEXT TIME HIRE SOME1 N DO UR LEG MASSAGE!!! DNT COME N FIND ME OR MUMI 4 IT!!! "

i bengan as usual n n slam all my stuff on d comp table...
n wen on9..
didn't do my work at all...
xD

argument...

2009-04-19T20:32:00.002+08:00

im always stuck wif an argument wif him 1..
crap man!!
he noes ady dat i dnt like it...
still oso 1 2 cari pasal wif me..

gv him a kick den he noes...
WHAT I MEAN BY NO ARGUMENTS WIF ME!!!!
=.="""""

gathering, last nite, n 2day

2009-04-19T09:31:00.010+08:00

gathering was ok..

shiang boys n girls were gd..
gave us balloon as we took care of them..
lol
n swt!
haha!!
^^
d balloon 4om them...
*sadly d other 2 balloons burst coz of d hea..
dis is d oni 1 dat was save...
xD*
so did other skools..
except 4 anderson..
=.="
piss me off oni..
doing stupid stuff all d time..

d whole day was k..
did duty went on veri well..
*bangga man! xDD

made my mom come 2 skool 2 gv us food at skool...
*akibat nv eat breakfast be4 coming 2 skool...

had a picnic d moment food came..
xD
lala~!

wen 2 hall..
saw d presentation..
it was funi n nice man!
d last part of d presentation...
saw stg weird there..
carin told me dat its our gang pic wen we were putting up d garbage bags up on windows bars...
got a shock d moment wen she told me about it...
*i was on d ladder dat time!!!
**crap~!!!!!

**which reminds me about stg...
MENU! MANA SAYA PUNYA GAMBAR!!
xDDD

watch every each skool performance n so on..
all were ok..
except 4 SMI 1..
funi man!
haha!

tee siang danced half naked n strip off in front off every1..
*i think
xD

had dance floor...
danced wif d gang..
carin kept stop n looked at me dancing..

*wonders...*

i think i noe y...
d way i was dancing..
*maybe..

**its a dance floor...wat do u expect a person dancing on a dance floor?
wild rite??
lol**

den wen bak home...

*plz be patient as i haven't upload n get d pics 4om my frenzz yet...
xD

^^
a day be4 gathering...mind d pic plzz...
=.=""

^^
d security gang...

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argued wif him d whole day..
kept on calling since 1.00p.m although i told him not 2...
*bengan

stayed at his sis hse..

funi...

slept in hiss room dat nite..
was cold...
*d aircond was blast off jz like dat...
2bad he wasnt there dat time..
*hapi!
xD

slept like a pig over there until his sis couldnt wake me up at all..
evetually i woke up at 11 stg...

wen on9..
stayed on9 4 a few sec
den off..
took shower
den came bak home..
saw my mom..
didn't talk 2 her at all..
jz wen 2 d bathroom took out all my clothes dumb it in2 d pail wen up n changed..

came down look at my add maths bk...
did it 4 awhile..
lazy 1 2 do it..

look at dilip's bks..
n doing it nw..
*crap~!
izit a mz 4 him 2 gv us karangan every week we go there?!
=.="

my sucky world...

great news

pouring feelings

raya house n announcement

MOM PISS~

idiot..

persuades paras~~~

b'day wishes 2 d monkeys, babi n bdk kcik...

speechless day/nite..

bad day.... & a satisfying night

I HATE HER...

wednesday

outing wif boon li!

2day..

SHIT~!! *total shit man!*

rots

funi morning...

2day morning...

1,2,3,4 by Plain White T's

its been a long time...

some how

Must-know info to help you get your zzz's

there goes anoher 1...

fs account BB!

my brain says dis d whole day 2day....

horny

solar eclipse

i think

anger

sex educaion (part 2) -pia's request...-

crazy~

part 1-class dumness

im so so sry~!!

Kambakkht Ishq

i hate pink

y?

PINKY, PINKY~!!

i miss him!

i hate them!!!!

sor por's b'day

4 u bastard...=]

sex education time~!!

Humans

annoyed

twilight

bisexual

fuck u!

its over.....FINALLY~!!!

OMG!!

cnt we...

camp

my new look!

lalalala~

"Takin' Back My Love" - Enrique Iglesias feat. Ciara

FloRiDa ft. Kesha - Right Round

hols!

ami's b'day!

wen 2 skool

camp

dirty stuff..

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

Fareesha

SHIT~!! total shit man!